meaningless entries of a summer gone wrong-5

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by Alistar90

by Alistar90

Your eyes follow me

Trailing over my body as I saunter thru the room

Shamelessly, you caressed every inch of me

We should wait, this is all too soon

Its evident we feel something for each other

However yours are sexually while mines are mentally

Asking for too much, am I? Most likely

But the very idea of you in my life is bittersweet

Bitter because it feels like it won't last

But still sweet in knowing it would be one of my most cherished memories

I value my independence

Unlike those who are taken, I possess the right to flirt

However & whenever I choose & nobody gets hurt

It's easier to depend on yourself than someone else

For who could be there for you any better than your own damn self?

& even while knowing this, I long to be taken

To have that person call & text me

In a focused attempt at keeping me from forgetting about them

& I'm yanked back to reality

Thinking hard about someone who's most likely forgotten about me completely

Know what this means?

I need to go clubbing.