The Past Can Never Be Hidden

Onyx

~~~~~~~~~Onyx POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I cant tell her... ever. She would stop talking to me and then I'd be all alone...I couldn't handle losing her. So what if I like her? I can keep it a secret. Its not like I love her or anything.... right?

"Yeah. could you imagine anyone ever sleeping with him? Im not trying to be mean but.. I don't think he's hot. He's my brother and we DONT live in West Virginia!" Rose yells out.

"Hey girls! You okay in there?!" Ginger screams through the door.

"Yeah... We're good!" We say at the same time and close the bottle. opening the door we walk out smiling.

"Thank god!" she yells, "I have to redo my makeup. its all fucked up.  ill be right out!"

We walk over to the boys and start packing my bag. "So who's going home with who?" Blade asks.

"Uhm.... I want Rose to come home with me... kinda sorta... if that's ok..." I say immediately blushing.

"Yeah why don't I go home with Blade and then you can have Rose over." Hunter says smiling at me.

"Yeah that's cool. Let's do that." Rose says. I put the green water bottle into my bag and throw our hoodies into it.

Ginger runs out of the bathroom shooing everyone to the door. "Bye ginger! see you soon!" We all yell as we leave. She waves and tries to get the prissy bitches off the computers. Fucking Whores. We walk to my house and Blade and Hunter walk to Blade's. I open the door and walk to my room. I go to find my mother to tell her we're home. She's around the corner on the phone. Im willing to bet with Ginger or Heather. I stand and listen quietly.

"Wouldn't they be cute together hun? I mean really. My daughter and yours.... that would be so amazing... Yeah. They'd be cute too, but with our whole situation then.... yeah. I love you too dear. Never forget that. you know its for the kids. imagine the torture they would have gone through. I know love... the girls will be home soon so I have to go. you can come over tonight if you want. Yeah its not okay. im fine. really. No... I fucking hate this... why did we have to make that promise? We were fucking thirteen. I just... no... you can... Im not gonna cry. Heather... I want things to be easy again. we went through hell as teenagers. it got better. and then now this. okay... I.. I love you too..." she hangs up the phone and looks up.

"Hi mom... um Rose is spending the night. And we're gonna be home the rest of the night." I say.

"That's good. Can you make dinner for yourselves? Heather's coming over and she might try... can you help her?"

"Of course. We'll be in my room." She nods and goes into her room. I walk back to my room and take a deep breath. I open the door and look at her. She smiles and jumps up to hug me. I hug her and ask her "Do you wanna go get stuffs?" she nods and we go out to my living room. I stand up on the coffee table and reach into my mothers stash. She smokes Marlboro menthols. I grab a pack and the front door opens. I look at Rose. I grab a pack and fall off the table, onto Rose.

"Hey girls... what's going on?" Rose's mom, Heather, comes in asking.

"Oh nothing... Ya know... just falling off tables and shit.." Rose says.

"Yeah... we're gonna go to my room. Mom is in her room." I say

"Alright. be good girls. I don't wanna have to kick your asses tonight." She says while making a face at us. We laugh and go to my room.

"That was fucking close!" Rose whispers to me.

"Yeah... Lets not continue that." I tell her. I throw the pack into my bag and zip it up. "5 hours. Whaddya wanna do?"