The Past Can Never Be Hidden

Confessions

~~~~~~~~Rose POV~~~~~~~~~~

"What are you ashamed of?" I ask. I love her... Im IN love with her. I would've moved away. I wouldn't have let her kiss me...  A tear falls off her face. I shake my head. "Your a fucking idiot Onyx"  and I kiss her. After a minute she pulls back.

"I don't want pity Rose. You know me... Please don't pity me." she chokes out.

"Im not fucking pitying you... I fucking love you... Hell, Im IN love with you....!"

'P-Promise? On my life?"

"I promise on your life. I wouldn't do that to you. What would I get outta this?"

She laughs. "You wont remember this in the morning hun. We're still drunk."

"I will. Im just drunk enough to have the courage to say this. Its three thirty. Wanna go to sleep now?" I ask her. She shakes her head. "Whats wrong hun?" She puts her arms around my neck and hugs me tight.

"I never want this night to end." she whispers, tears in her eyes.

"My love... it doesn't have to be only this night. It can be you and me, forever and always. I'll be yours. How does that sound?" She just nods.

"F-Forever? Promise?" She asks, still crying.

"I Promise. You and me forever my dear." I kiss her nose. "Now go to sleep. Its late. I'll be here, next to you in the morning. I promise."

"Okay... I love you Rose..." She says slowly. "Can I have a goodnight kiss?" I nod and lean in, her head seeming to spin in my vision.

"Ow!! what the hell rose!!" We both fall over giggling, I had leaned in to kiss her, and our noses slammed into one another. I hold my nose, my eyes watering up with the pain, laughing the hardest I've laughed in a while. Everything just feels like a hazy dream.

"Wanna try that one again?" I say giggling. She laughs at me and nods. I lean into her, pulling her onto my lap, then kiss the corner of her mouth, still giggling slightly. She puts her forehead to mine, then I reach in, kissing her lips slowly, terrified somehow that this could be the last. After floating away on some new high I've never felt before, I pull away, and she kisses my forehead.

We lay down, facing one another, arms over each other, holding each other. "I love you Rose...." She whispers, sorrow and passion in her voice. I smile, closing my eyes. "I love you too darling. Goodnight."

 ~~~~~~~~~ 3rd person POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Blade/Rose's Mother is Heather

Onyx and Hunter's Mother is Taylor

Ginger is the Librarian

Amber is her girlfriend.

So yeah read on now...

Ginger: Guys... guess what?

Taylor and Heather: what Ginger?

Ginger: So... Well... Me and Amber.... sorta.... Well, we're getting married!

Taylor: -Bunch of cute squeaky noises-

Heather: Finally! Its been how many years?!?

Ginger: Forever... I know. But when she went France everything went downhill for a while... and then neither of us had any money... and her parents didn't approve. And with Tyler back in the picture and money stuff then... We just couldn't do it. Buuuuuuuuut, its coming up. Like, soon. And as soon as we're married we can adopt a kid! We already decided that we want a teenager... cause neither of us can deal with diapers and shit so... The wedding is next Saturday and then almost immediately we can adopt. Isnt it great?

Taylor:-squeaky noises- Gahhh you two are sooo fucking adorable. I mean... Then your technically related.... and your basically my sister so.... Imma be a epic Aunt to a amazing kid! Not like Leesa's little brats... I love em, and their not nearly as bad as Luke was... but their spoiled rotten. Literally.

Heather: I never pictured you with a child. I mean.... You basically tramatized Cody and helped Taylor with scarring Luke too. Are you gonna wear a dress Ginger? I can already bet for some reason Amber is.

Ginger: Well we're both gonna wear dresses. Imma wear one that pushes up mah boobs! And and and Amber's gonna look so pwitty. I don't wanna cry Taylor!

Heather: Same Love by Macklemore Ginger... just think. it'll be just like that. Only cuter. Your gonna bawl and its gonna be perfect

Taylor: Its gonna be soooo cute. You n Amber gonna be bawling and laughing and its gonna be amazing. And your lil bow tie and your dress and Im gonna die

Ginger: Yeah. I wont do it without that bow tie. But what if I get too scared and mess up infront of her? I could really just... I could really screw up and that would be hell!

Taylor: You wont mess up hun. Its Amber. She's more likely to screw up and hide into you then you are to her. Don't worry about it. Just calm down. There's still a few weeks. Amber can not see your dress. Not until that day. And you wont see hers and it'll be just so perfect. I mean... How could it not be?

Heather: Is the kid your adopting gonna be able to come? It'd be cool... And then all the kids could meet him.

Ginger: That's a good idea! I'll have Amber call tomorrow...

Heather: Who's gonna be coming?

Ginger: Well. You two, your four kids. Leesa and her three, her husband, Heather's cousin Marissa and her little boy, my dad and his girlfriend, Angel and Sierra, my mom, Cody and his little boy and his girlfriend, Austin, Amber's mom and dad, Julia and her two girls and her husband, Oreo, Julia G and her boyfriend, Ryan and Erin with their four kids, Shelly and Bonnie... theres more but I don't feel like saying it all. oh! and theres a special surprise for you Tay!

Taylor and Heather: What is it? -annoyed tone-

Ginger: Hehe nufin. You'll find out in exactly 2 weeks.

Taylor: ugh Ginger. It better not involve speaking infront of anyone or meeting anyone

Ginger: Don't worry. Its neither. Ive gotta go! Amber's comin home and we've gotta make arrangements. You guys will come to the dresses and stuff right?

Heather: I'll come to yours. Amber doest like me very much still. But yeah i'll help you all I can. Bye love you

Taylor: Yeah I am going to both. And Im not dealing with the complicated stressful stuff. I've had enough stress to last me a lifetime. Bye Hun I love you

Ginger: Love you guys too bye

~~~~~~~~~~~~~off the phone~~~~~~~~~~~~

Taylor: I wonder what that surprise is...

Heather: Its probably something like a duck or that gummy bears are part of the dinner.

Taylor: yeah... probably

Heather: Don't worry about it.  Lets go to sleep my angel.

Taylor: Okay. I love you.

Heather: I love you too.

And they kiss.