Won't You Stay? (Taron Egerton)

Broken

*** Chanel's P.O.V ***

I woke up this morning with one hell of a headache. Seems like I cried myself to sleep last night.

Which is nothing new to me as I've been doing that for the past week.

I haven't heard anything from Taron at all. I tried calling him but his phone goes to voicemail everytime.

I don't know whether he's ignoring or his phone broke but whatever it is, this dead silence is slowly but surely killing me.

We made a stupid mistake of not using protection, but I made an even bigger mistake by running away from the mistake I made.

Now, I'm here, on my bed with tears in my eyes, staring out the window and just wishing I could disappear.

I made a mistake and I'm so, so, so damn stupid for not telling him. I've been regretting it ever since he stormed out the door last week.

My parents have been really supportive and I appreciate it dearly but I need support from the one person who at this point is not talking to me.

I stared out the window for about half an hour.

I started tearing up again so I decided to take a shower, haven't had one of those in quite a while...

I don't know if I'm just imagining things but I swear I could see my stomach's a tiny tiny bit bigger.

I stood in the shower, feeling hopeless and just not knowing what to do.

I think, I'm going to call him once more, if he picks up, I'll need to fix things etc.

If he does not pick up, I'll have to think of a more desperate measure.

DEATH.

*** Taron's P.O.V. ***

I've been staying at the hotel for the past week now. I've also spent most of it at the bar to be honest.

I couldn't handle it. I don't know what to do.. Being drunk helps me forget about these problems.

I better buckle up and start taking responsibility for my actions. The thing is... it's not only Chanel's fault it's mine aswell.

I picked up my phone and walked towards my room. I opened the door and fell onto the bed, staring at the ceiling.

I unlocked my phone only to see that I have about 30 missed calls from Chanel. I ringed her and she didn't answer.

I got my jacket and went out the hotel. I called a taxi. I NEED to talk to her, I need to say sorry for what I did.

She at least deserves my apology and my support. I need to be there for her and the baby.

Incoming call. Mrs. De'Abriton.

"Hello Mrs-" I got cut off by her talking as fast as she could.

"Taron! Something's wrong with Chanel, Ted (Mr. Di'Abriton) went to his safe this morning only to find his gun is missing!"

My eyes grew wide and I started to panick. She can't kill herself!

"Okay, I'll be right over" I rushed. I ended the call and looked up. We're stuck in traffic.

"Can't you move it?!" I yell at the driver. "I can only go so fast Sir" He chunks out.

"Well then, I'll go by foot!" I spat at him. I angrily opened the door, slammed it shut and ran like the devil was chasing me.

The cars honked and people went crazy, but I... I couldn't care less about their problems I need to fix my own.

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*** Chanel's P.O.V. ***

I took my dad's gun earlier and they didn't come up here and look for it so they probably don't even know it's missing. Good.

I got dressed in the nicest clothes I had, including my Lace CHANEL heels.

I sat down at my table, grabbed a pen and started writing my note.

Hi, I hope you guys aren't mad at me for doing this, but it's for the best. I made a mistake, a big one. Thanks to the mistake, I'm now here... writing this note with something growing inside of me. I'm sorry Taron for letting this happen, I know you don't want to be a dad. Mom and dad, I'm sorry for not being the perfect daughter you've dreamed of having...

As I wrote this letter my eyes started tearing up. I can't believe I'm actually writing a suicide note, I've never imagined it.

I finished my letter and I cried my heart out. Why aren't my parents coming up here? Why aren't they asking me where the gun is?!

Okay, I'm ready. I stood in the middle of my room and pointed the gun right at my head.

I touched my stomach for a brief second and my finger moved to the trigger.

*** Taron's P.O.V. ***

I ran into their house, her mom hysterical and her dad letting go of some tears.

I ran up the stairs as fast as I could. I stopped for a split second and prepared myself for what I was going to see.

I opened the door to see Chanel standing there with the gun pointed right at her head.

"Chanel!" I yelled out. Her whole body shook and before I knew it.

                   BANG!!

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Hello my darlings! So...      D-R-A-M-A once again!

Hope you guys enjoyed it.

Lots O' Love
-Chané xx