Won't You Stay? (Taron Egerton)

Leave: Part 1

            *** Picture of Chanel***

I turned around just to see everyone in Starbucks staring wide eyed at me. I threw some money on the table, looked the people in their eyes, turned around and walked out.

The cold air hit my face like a hammer, I'm freezing. As I walked through the streets and past the buildings, I kept replaying the whole Starbucks scene over and over again in my head.

Chanel's not the type of person who just comes in and hit the crap out of someone... She's the nice one in this relationship. If we still have one..

I don't even know why I called Alexa in the first place. To be honest, I didn't really think this through..

As I walked further and further away from Starbucks, I had a question running about it my mind and it's shocking.

The question shocked me so much that I got shivers down my spine and I came to a stop.

On my left was a beautiful park. I decided to go sit on a swing by myself and think about what my answer will be.

            ' Do I still love Chanel? '

I asked myself this question over and over again. Do I still love her? Because at this point I don't feel the need to go over there and be with her.

I don't feel the need to give her hugs or kiss her anymore and this scares me. It really does.

Soon the night sky started glowing above me and I decide to head back to the apartement Chanel and I share.

I've made my decision..

          *** Chanel's P.O.V ***

I sat on Tessa's couch eating a packet of crisps and watching a bit of television.

I don't know why, but I got this weird feeling in my stomach like something bad is going to happen..

I felt that I should head back to the apartement, because this feeling in my stomach is getting worse by the second.

"Are you sure you'll be okay on your own?" Tessa asks looking me dead in the eye.

"I'm fine Tessa, really. I'll call you when I'm safe okay?" I nervously laugh.

She gave me a sympathetic smile and I turned around and headed back home.

As I sat in the taxi I grabbed my stomach. I don't know why, but the closer I get to the apartement, the worse it gets.

I brace myself, gave the taxi driver some money and head into the building.

I unlocked the door and saw the one and only Taron Egerton sitting at the island in the kitchen.

"Hi" Taron says looking up from his empty glass, which I suppose he has been staring at for hours.

"Hey" I say putting the keys in the bowl. I poured myself a glass of wine and took a seat on the other end of the island.

"We need to talk" The both of us said in unison. "You go first" I told Taron. "Are you sure?" He asked.

I nod in order for him to continue.

"Chanel, things between us haven't been so good or keen lately.. I don't know what it is, but it's not the same anymore" He says and I quietly nod.

"I have been thinking about this for quite some time now and in no way is this easy for me to say...

Chanel, I don't think we can do this, I don't think we should, because if we do continue this, the fighting just won't stop. Ever.

You are my world Chanel, but if a breakup means that we'll go back to our old selves, it's the best thing we can do.

I'm really sorry Chanel, but it's for the best.. What do you want to say about all this?" He asks sympathetically.

"I actually wanted to... tell you the same thing. It's for the best" I smile and walked off to the bedroom. I locked the door and fell to the floor.

"I wanted to make this work! I wanted to tell him how much I love him! Damn it Chanel!" I shout at myself through gritted teeth and tears gliding down my cheeks.

         *** Taron's P.O.V. ***

I looked at Chanel as she walks away with a smile on her face. Her eyes are glossy and she didn't make eye contact so I know she's faking it.

She slammed the door shut and locked it. I couldn't get in so I decided to sit against the door and just listen.

I heard something fell and out of nowhere Chanel started crying hysterically.

I can hear her cursing at herself and shouting things like she wanted it to work between us..

So she didn't want to break up, she wanted to make up.. As I sat against the bedroom door, I felt like a complete ass.

I just sat there, listening to Chanel cry for hours and I soon drift off to sleep.

Hi guys! So sorry for the long wait, I've been real busy with exams etc.

Hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Lots O' Love
- Chané
xoxo