It's been two weeks since our little princess had left us and Chanel took it really bad.
She's still in pure pain and depression. I just wish there was something I could do to make her feel better or take away the pain.
"My love, can I get you anything? What do you need, I'll quickly grab it for you" I say walking towards her.
I touched her and she pushed me away. "Taron, stop! I just want to be on my own right now, can't you see I'm greaving?!" She yells at me.
"I'm just trying to help" I softly say.
"Help a little less and at least try to look like you're also upset about Larah-Jade!" She yells once again.
These words cut me like a knife.
"How dare you tell me that I'm not upset about Larah-Jade! I'm her dad, I lost my beautiful princess too!
I'm heartbroken just like you are, I cried myself to sleep in silence at night just so I don't fucking upset you more!" I tensed up more and more.
A single tear slipped down my cheek. I furiously wipe it off of my face and grab my jacket.
"But fine! I'll leave you alone if it'll make your heart happy!" I yell and slammed the door shut.
*** Chanel's P.O.V. ***
Just after Taron stormed off to who knows where I sat on the couch, holding a pillow tight.
I've been crying for two weeks and to be honest it's exausting!
I probably shouldn't have gone off at Taron like that, he didn't deserve it at all...
I feel like such a bitch right now. It's so difficult for me to put all of this behind me, I mean the love a mother has for their children is unconditional!
I mean, I'm too young to be a mother in anycase but while Larah-Jade was in my stomach, I formed a bond with her, I can't describe the feeling it's just so amazing.
I lay back on the couch and just stare in front of me. I'm just physically and emotionally tired.
*** Taron's P.O.V. ***
The door slammed shut and I just didn't have anywhere to go. I didn't want to leave Chanel completely alone, I mean who knows what she'll do!
I just sat against the wall, as I did I heard Chanel's sobs coming from the living room.
She must be heartbroken, I can just imagine what she feels like and in my imagination, she feels broken.
The whole situation got to me as soon as I hear her sobs. I started tearing up, I thought about that day, the day my little princess left us.
Tears started streaming down my face but I didn't care, I let it all go.
I bended my knees and held them tight against my chest. I burried my head into my arms and just cried.
I couldn't care less about the people walking past me or people who asked me what's wrong.
I just need to let it all out and handle this on my own. For my sake and for Chanel's because we both are hurting as hell.
At first I didn't want a child but when I saw Chanel's stomach grow bigger and when I saw the excitement in her face when the baby kicked for the first time...
I fell in love with Larah-Jade even though at that time I didn't know who or what she was going to be.
Oh, and the day she was born, I fell in love even more! When I saw her soft elegant little face my heart fluttered.
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Won't You Stay? (Taron Egerton)
FanfictionChanel De'Abriton , a 20year old girl, moving to England gets to meet the rising star and hottie, Taron Egerton on her first day! They spend more time together and soon they both fall for each other, hard. They soon came to a difficult place in thei...