Won't You Stay? (Taron Egerton)

Missing You

*** Picture of Taron ***

I feel great today! I'm looking fresh and feeling fresh. I feel like I can take on the world!

It's officially the first day I'm going to work with Taron and I'm dreading it.

I'm not going to show him that of coarse, what I am going to do is have the time of my life with everyone.

I'm going to show him what he had lost and that the thing he lost, who was once broken isn't broken anymore.

I straightened my hair and decided to wear my brown leather jacket with a black shirt and jean with my brown boots.

I put on minimum makeup as the artists will do the rest of it for the movie.

I grabbed my bag and drove off in my red Audi A1.

I arrived and got out. It's quite cold today, I thought to myself as the wind instantly hit my face as I got out of the car.

I opened the glass door and went into the building with one hell of a smile.

I saw Taron standing in the corner talking to Harry. I greeted everyone and walked up to them.

Okay Chanel, just keep your head up and fake a smile. Don't ruin this.

I thought to myself as I got closer and closer. I straightened my posture and gave them one big, fake but real looking smile.

"Good morning Harry, how are you?" I state in a happy voice and gave him a hug and we held each other tight.

"I'm good. You seem chirpy this morning" Harry smiles as we part. "Well, I'm just excited to work today. Hello Taron" I smile and keep put.

He awkwardly stands there and we just stare at each other for what felt like hours.

"So, you guys ready to shoot this movie?" Harry broke the awkward silence.

"Hell yeah, I'm excited to work with you guys. I have a good feeling about this, today's going to be a good day" I smile at the both of them.

Harry looks suspicious and Taron is just smiling and looking to the floor every now and then.

Luckily Dan showed up and it was time for us all to get to work. I'm feeling pretty good to be honest.

*** Taron's P.O.V.***

I woke up this morning thinking about Chanel and Harry. They kissed the other day and it looked so real, no faking.

I couldn't bare to look at them any longer so I went home.

Today's my first official work day and I'm dreading it. I'm not so excited to go out and see the girl I really love, love someone that's not me.

I finished up at my house and headed out. I walked into the big building and Harry came up to me and we shook hands.

I poured myself a cup of coffee and we started chatting. Harry really does seem like a great guy, I can see why Chanel's into him.

We were talking about our scripts for the movie when Chanel came up to us looking amazing as always.

I was waiting for her to curse me or give me a death glare, but instead she smiled at both of us.

She greeted Harry with a hug and when it was my turn to be greeted, she just said, "Hello Taron", and we awkwardly stare at each other because I couldn't talk.

I don't know why, but I couldn't find any words which is weird because before I came here I had so much to say to her, too much.

Chanel had a big smile on her face and I can see right through it. She's faking it, I would know because I know her like the back of my hand.

Luckily Harry broke the silence and I just stood there looking to the floor every now and then.

I don't know why, but Chanel's fake smile makes me feel intimidated and I don't like it one bit.

Dan showed up and we all needed to get to work. For some reason I kept looking for Chanel and every time I do I would see her all cuddled up next to Harry.

I looked over and saw her laughing, oh how I miss her laugh. We used to laugh together, we were happy once and I miss it, I miss her, a lot.

I regret leaving Chanel, I really do. It's true what they say, 'You never know what you have until it's gone'.

I never appreciated her enough, I never told her I love her enough, I never surprised and spoiled her enough and now I'm regretting every single thing I never did.

At night I dream about how things could've been and how great things were in the beginning, but then I wake up and realize that I'm stuck here in reality and I'll never be able to get those moments back or even her for that matter.

A single tear slipped down my cheek and I quickly wipe it away before anyone can see, but it was too late, Chanel saw me and she's coming over.

"Taron are you okay?" Chanel whispered and took a seat next to me. I think I should just be honest with her, I have nothing to lose, I already lost her and she was my world.

"No" I replied looking at the floor like it was the most interesting thing on the planet.

"Want to talk about it?" She asked and I was surprised to be honest, I didn't expect her to react like this.

"As a matter of fact yes, I would like to talk about it. Chanel listen, back then I was stupid and we were both young and wanted to be free.

I didn't know what I wanted so I just winged my way through life. It never occured to me that I hurt you and that I had lost you forever.

I don't have many regrets but losing and treating you like you were nothing is and will always be my biggest regret.

I love you Chanel, no one can take your place. I thought that if I dated someone it would fill the hole in my heart but the thing is, it made it even bigger because she was nothing like you and I hated it!

You have no idea how sorry I am Chanel, I know you probably don't love me anymore and I know you probably don't want to hear this but I just needed to get it off my chest.

It kills me to see you happy with someone that isn't me but when I see you smile it makes me smile and if you're happy with Harry I'm happy too.

You are my world Chanel and you always will be. I just wanted you to know this, I'm sorry" I whispered the last part as I put my head in my hands.

I felt a warm hand on my back and I looked to the side only to find Chanel in tears.

She looked up at me and touched my cheek. I put my hand on her cheek and rubbed my thumb gently in circles.

"I never stopped loving you Taron, I never did" She whispered and I smile while wiping her tears away.

We moved closer and I gently put my lips against hers. When our lips touched, it felt amazing, I felt electricity shooting through my veins like stars in the sky.

I missed this, these moments, her lips, her hands, but most importantly I missed her.

We parted and I smile. She opened her eyes and they met mine. She smiled and bit her lip for a split second.

She then frowned, got up and said, "Uh, I.. have to go now" and left. Just like that. It's almost as if she regrets kissing me.

I watched her walk away. Looks like I did in fact lose her for good.