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Chapter 9- Don't Let Me Go

  It's August. I moved into my house in April, and so far I love it. Especially the garden, the sun is always shining and it makes the gardens landscape stand out more. I absolutely love it.

  Kim has her space and I have mine. She stays her ass out of my kitchen and I stay out of her closet...for the most part. We've been having so much fun, and business has been going well.

  My mom's been getting better, or that's what it looks like, and my crush on Danny is probably full on infatuation now. I had to take a quick trip to New York to see about purchasing a boutique out there, which is now in progress. Life's been good these last few months but its always calm before the storm right?

"Do you think Marco will like this swimsuit?" Kim asked me holding up a barely there two piece. "He'd probably want you to save your goods for him in the bedroom." I told her, but knowing Marco, that wasn't the case.

   "Yeah right, we both know that ain't true." She said picking up the skimpy swimsuit anyway. "You just find something a little more conservative and we'll be on our way." She teased me throwing a surfsuit my way.

"Heffa, no. I'm wearing what I want to wear." I told her picking up a cute one piece and putting it back down. "No you wearing what you think Danny wants to see you in." She smirked at me. "Ugh, no. Because he ain't even coming." Her eyes snapped to mine fast.

  "Why not?" She asked and I shrugged. "I didn't tell him about it." I mumbled and her eyes grew wide in shock. I tell him everything. "Why not?" She asked again. "I mean i'd feel obligated to spend my time with him, and I'd feel bad for talking to my guy friends too." I told her and she quirked a perfectly arched eyebrow at me.

   "Or you don't want him looking at other girls." She was definitely right, not only were we throwing a huge end of summer bash, but it was also a fashion show, with sexy models. And sexy women. And I'm far from insecure but I want Danny to myself, I don't even want to see another girl looking at him.

"Whatever." Kim put that swimsuit back and grabbed a cute yellow one. I grabbed a black bikini that was cute as hell and we left. "So, do you still think that you not ready to be with Danny?" She asked as soon we got in the car.

   I knew that I wanted to be with him, I honestly just don't know what I was waiting on. Was I waiting for him to fuck up or something? He hasn't so far. But is four months too soon to go into a relationship?

  "Honestly... I don't know, Kim. Like I love him no doubt about it. He's my best friend and an amazing dude, fine as hell--"Yeah I gotta agree with you on that. He is a sexy ass white boy." She interrupted me laughing off the glare I sent her way. She thought I was playing but, "Bitch you better back up off my man."

  "Bitch he ain't yo man! Wanna know why? Cause you won't let him be!" We were laughing about the situation but I still agreed with her.

  "I think that you playing with his emotions, and he ain't gone wait on yo ass forever. He loves you and everybody can see it, I know you can see it, you gone fuck it up though, cause he ain't the type of nigga that waits for a woman to make up her mind about a relationship. He ain't even the type to be in a relationship, but he doing that for you. He loves you, I think so. Marco thinks so--"Who gives a damn what Marco thinks?" I interrupted her to get her off my case.

  "You do. You know that's yo best friend." She smiled and I nodded, "Yeah that's my lil bro." I smirked because Marco was a cool dude. He was funny as hell and every time we hang out we talk so bad to each other.

   Marco's the coolest dude ever and I like him for Kimberly. "But forreal, Jade. Cause you ain't Rapunzel and he ain't gone keep waiting for you to let down yo guard." He must have talked to her or something because she didn't even want me to be with him In the first place.