Road Trips (A Lucaya Story)

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⚠Rules: You must listen to the song above ☝ while reading!⚠

Lucas pov

After leaving Maya at her place, I drove over speed limit till I got home. When I did I threw myself in my bed and didn't move. The flashbacks kept appearing in my mind. She was laying next to me, we weren't in my bedroom anymore, we were in the woods, she wasn't wearing makeup and still looked flawless, or we were making out under the stars, or teasing eachother at homecoming. No. We were at the motel laughing and being young and stupid. And then I fucked everything up. I was never going to feel this way with anyone else and I knew it, but I still had this feeling that I had to be with Riley because we were so much alike. But that was the point, Maya and I weren't, we complement each other, she needs me and I need her.

Fuck, I loved her on every possible way. I loved her when the wind that came through my car's window made her hair fly, I loved her blushing chicks when I tell her how perfect she is, I loved how she ran through the woods and kept looking back to make sure I was following. I didn't care what anybody said, I didn't care how broken she was, she's perfect to me. I knew I loved her in a way I never loved Riley but I still messed everything up.

I punched my matress still laying down and I didn't care about the tears running down my eyes. Nobody was home, so I yelled as loud as I could and I kept crying. I broke my perfect thing.

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On monday at school, Maya tried to avoid me as much as she could, but at lunch she couldn't help sitting in our regular table. Riley did the talking while Maya and I kept glancing at eachother without saying a word. When I dropped her off at her place she looked sad and dissapointed, now she looked like furious hiena. Riley noticed.

"What is it with you two?"
"Nothing Riles, I just don't have anything to contribute to the conversation." Maya said.
"Yeah, me neither." I said.
"Weird, you always have something to contribute when it comes to Riley" Maya told me and Riley looked at her not understanding her comment. She sighed, standing up and leaving the table. I stood up and followed her.

When she saw me she walked faster. Even this mad she looked beautiful. I ran and grabbed her by the arm. I pushed myself and her into the janitor's closet.

"What?!" She yelled at me.
"Just listen to me okay? Promise you'll listen." I let go of her arm.
"Fine." She says after a long thoughtful pause.
"Everything I've ever heard about me and Riley is how well we look together, and how we are some stupid perfect match." Maya tried to leave the closet but I softly pushed her back making her stay. "But that's not what I want Maya." I cleared up.
"And what do you want Lucas? Cause' you just keep playing with us like we don't matter and-" Almost by reflex, I kissed her. It took me by surprise, but she kissed back, I grabbed her below the hips and pushed her closer. She let go. "Wait. I can't just keep doing this. We need to speak to Riley about this, and then see if she is okay with us dating, and only then I can keep doing this."
"How are we going to talk to her about something like this? 'Hey Riley, sory to break it to you like this, but you know boyfriend since 9th grade, that you thought was yours only and loved you? Well he's actually in love with your best friend. Oh, and you know how you were so looking foward to loosing your virginity to him since he's a virgin too? Don't worry about it, he's not a virgin anymore'"
"Well if you put it like that."
"I should break up with her about something else and a few weeks later, you tell her you have feelings for me."
"Exactly. She can never know that this has been going on."
"Yeah. Oh and you know how you said you can't do this anymore till we tell Riley? Well I didn't know that was going to be our last kiss in a while so..." She giggled.
"Okay come here." She said while smashing her lips into mine. She broke the kiss for a second and said: "By the way, I love you too." We blended back into a passionate kiss, till we heared the door knob turning...

You thought they could finally be together? HA not if I can help it... Anyways, todays chapter is dedicated to phoebeblum who picked the song model. I'm going to use all of the songs you sugest so don't forget to leave your sugestions in the comments💜