Denial continues

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India

Vrinda's pov

I felt the sunlight on my face. I tried to turn to the other side while groaning and yelped as felt a sharp thing piercing on my vein. I opened my eyes and saw that it was the strip of saline attached to my vein then I remembered that I am in hospital. I sat up carefully without straining my already paining hand. I am here for more than a day. I haven't talked to my parents, they must be worried. Ma would be getting hyper and chanting her usual that they wouldn't have allowed me live here alone and all. I should call her immediately.

I tried to search my phone but couldn't find it. May be the hospital staff would have kept it somewhere. I pressed the bell to call the nurse. A lady in the nurse uniform came in the room in a minute.
"How are you feeling now?" She asked. "I am ok." I replied smiling.
"Have you seen my phone, I couldn't find it and I need to call my parents." I said, while she handed me the medicines and a glass of water. I took them, she helped me to drink water and I waited for her reply.
"No dear, I haven't seen it. May be the reception people know. I'll ask them." She replied. I just nodded and she went to inform to doctor that I am awake now.

God, everyone must be worried for me! After getting my phone, I should call them immediately and I need to inform in the office too!!
I need my phone. I try to remember where I had kept that before accident. I have kept my phone in the bag and kept it in my scooty's deck.....
OMG!! My scooty! It must have damaged cause of the accident! My thoughts broke as the same doctor that checked me at night had came along with the nurse.

He smiled at me and I returned the smile. He checked my reports and came to me to check the pulse. After examining me, he smiled more widely and said that I am progressing well and I don't have any more complications. I smiled in return and was about to ask when can I leave he said "I have informed the police that you got conciousness in the morning, they will be here soon to take your statement." I was confused and asked, "Police?" "Ah, yes its mandatory to register the complaint of the accident case. So, we.....uh, we requested the person who admitted you here to lodge the complaint and he did that" The doctor said. Is it my imagination or he is really nervous?! I brushed that thought when he continued, "they said that they have found your belongings at the accident site and they will give it to you when they'll come to meet you." "And yeah, they said that you can't talk to or meet any of your known ones till you give your statement. It's the rule." I replied "okay!"

After the doctor went, nurse too went out to get something for me to eat while I wondered that should I tell the police about the guy following me is the cause of accident or I should just tell them that I lost the balence of scooty which caused the accident! While I was thinking unknowing my hand went to my neck and touched the bite mark. I can feel the mark as my fingers caressing it. And suddenly the same flash of the guy with bloodied fangs, dangerously close to my face came to me. It pained my head alot, as I tried to block those images and not think of it.

I was brought out of those images by the voice of nurse asking me to have the soup, I took a deep breath to composed myself and started to drink the soup.

London

Rayan's pov

I have locked myself in my room as soon as I reached the house. Benji, my beta and best friend tried to talk to me but I haven't! I know he must be worried and confused as he doesn't have any clue why am I behaving like this! But, I can't help it. I don't want to meet or face any one now. I don't know how should I feel! Hell, I don't even know how I am feeling right now!

I was so happy that I finally, found my mate. But everything changed since the moment I realized that my mate is a human. Though the mate pull was always there for every moment and I was too worried and concerned for her as a mate, I am not able to accept that fact that she is a human!

I can't deny that I have feelings towards her as a mate. Not after I felt all that hell when she was almost in the dying state cause of the accident. And that's why I had to mark her to save her.

Yes, I marked her, I know it is going to make things more difficult as our mate pull would become more stronger but I just couldn't let her die! I doesn't want her to be hurt or in pain even when I don't want to accept her as my mate. That's how strong my feelings are for her just after seeing her and my lycan genes are to be blamed for this as we lycans have 10 Times more deeper feelings than the normal alpha werewolf and being the alpha increases it much more!!

I can't stop my feelings towards her! And I can't accept her and welcome her in my life as my mate! She is a human! She can not be in this world, in my world! We both have different worlds.

How can she, a human adjust in the world of were wolves and how can she take care of the responsibilities of Luna Queen when she will be scared of everyone around her! Our relationship won't work, we have many complications to work on it! I punched the wall next to me in frustration resulting in it's breakage. I sighed and looked around my room which is in a total mess like my life and state of mind right now. Everthing in the room has been destroyed by me.

The happiness of finding my mate turned into sadness when I found that my mate is a human!! It was so better when I hadn't found her. Yeah, not finding mate is much better than finding mate but not able have her in your life as life partner. It is so difficult to be away from her when our mate pull makes me crave for her.
I have already went through hell just by the thought of her going away from me. I couldn't forget the pain I went through that whole night in my entire life, even after marking her I was worried about the chances of surviving her as she is human and I am not sure of how marking effects her! But, thank moon goddess she was out of her danger and my marking her had been the reason. I am so glad, it did worked.

But now too I had to be away from her. It's good for both of us. Whatever pain I am feeling is all worth it, because it is for her life. I can't ruin her life and hell I won't be able to live, if she rejects me cause she is scared of my beast!! It's better this way. Though I am going to have tough time resisting the mate pull towards her, I have to do it.

I have to behave like, I hadn't met her or think that she is my mate. I have to be normal, like I would be, when I haven't found my mate.
Yeah, I just have to forget all this and be normal like before. I have to think that I haven't find my mate, yet!! Yes, That's it!! I took a deep breath saying myself that I can do it!

My thoughts were interrupted by the knock on my door, I went to unlock it.
"Are you ok, alpha?!" Asked my beta benji looking at the state of my room with shock!
"Yeah, I am ok! What do you want?" I aked him.
"The profiles of AR employes, you asked are here." He replied holding the papers infront of me. Just then I remembered that in our flight benji said that my ma....no, no, I mean the girl I saved is the employ of the AR industries. I have said him to get the employe's profiles in the hope to know about my m..... No! That girl! To know about that girl! But now it's not needed!
I looked at the papers in benji's hands and then at benji and said, "File them and keep them in our employ's records room." I said shocking the benji.
"Don't you want to look at them, alpha?!" He asked still in shock.
I can just know her name, just the name, nothing else!! My beast thought.
"No!!" I said out aloud stratling benji! Then composed my self a little and said, "No, now don't irritate me with your questions and do as I say." He said "Ok, alpha" and went away.

I closed the door and said to myself to stick to the decision and be strong by not giving to the mate pull. And as I am not going to see her or meet her again as I am not going to India again, It can be a little easy to control my beast too. I sighed in disappointment but again I composed myself and looked around my room. I have a task to do, need to fix this!!

So, how is it? What do you think about rayan's decision? Do, vote if you liked the chapter. And please do comment, i really want to know ur opinions. Please feel free to give honest opinion. Will update next chapter soon.

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