Alpha king's Indian mate

In my arms

hello, friends. I am posting the next chap, i know so soon. But when it is ready, why not post it, right!

London

Knights Mansion

Ryan's pov

After a steam bath, I looked at myself in the mirror. Today, my mate is coming to my office. However, I deny it is the fact that she is my mate. Now I don't want to run away from this fact, even though I am not going to mate with her. 

All these 3 full moon days, I was paining to have my mate in my arms. Now even if I can't have her, being around her can calm me. 

Just the thought that I am going to see my mate is enough to relax my anxiety. Today, my pain of being away with my mate will end.

When I reached office, I smelled her. She is here. But I have to be careful and not let her scare like I did last time. Inhaling her rose-milk smell made me excited. 

I controlled my feelings and entered my office. 

There I have deliberately ignored her while she was staring at me. May be accusing me for her accident. I went to my cabin straight and mind-linked nancy to send her to my cabin. 

Any minute she would be here, I am very happy to atleast have her around me after experiencing the pain of being away from her.

I suddenly got nervous and turned to the wall, just then she knocked the door. I said her to come in failed to cover my desperation.

When I turned and looked at her, I was mesmerized. Even without any make-up she is looking so beautiful. Moon goddess had given all of her beauty to my mate.

I walked towards her lost in her. She too continued to stare at me. Not able to control myself I took her in my arms and hugged her tight, inhaling her rose-milk scent.

Taking a step back I caressed her features and my mark. I don't know what got me I kissed my mark and came too reality when I felt my mate stilled in my arms.

I took my head a little back and looked at her unconscious form. I got panicked and mind-linked the pack doctor and benji to be here the next moment.

Benji, just came in my cabin without even knocking which means he got panicked by my message. But after looking at me and my mate he got relived and asked "What happened alpha?!" "How did she faint?!"

I was about to answer him, pack doctor knocked on the door and entered my cabin. I said to him that she got fainted suddenly.

"Suddenly, alpha?!" "Ok, let me see her....." he said and came towards me to touch my mate.

I got angry and growled "Mine!"

"She's your mate alpha?!" Asked the doctor surprised. I nodded my head in yes.

"I need to check her, alpha. May I?!" He asked but nodded no

"Then how am i going to treat her , alpha?!" He asked. I tried to control my feelings and let him touch my mate.

But I failed as I got angry when he touched her wrist to check her pulse. I snatched her wrist back and hugged her tight.

The doctor looked helpless while benji stood there with smile. I am shocked by the intensity of my feelings. I know Alpha's are extra possessive about their mates especially when the full moon is around the corner. Till today I just heard about it.

But now, I myself am experiencing all this for the first time. If it is going to be like this, how am I going to control myself from mating with her.

I looked her, she is still in my arms and it feels so right. I got scared , if I continue to keep her in my arms and looking at her, I might forget that she is a human and just mate with her right now.

Taking a deep breath and made her lie on the couch. Immediately, I felt the loss and took her hand in my hands to control myself.

The doctor held her wrist to check pulse while her hand is still in my hands. He observed her mark on the nape of her neck and asked me, did i touched it?! I replied that I kissed it.

He said that when mate touches the mark they get overwhelmed and as my mate is human she not being able to handle it got fainted.

Hearing this I got upset. It reminded me the harsh truth because of which i can not mate with her and have to be away from her. Unknowingly a rage build inside me.

I came out of my thoughts  when the doctor said that she will be conscious in few minutes. When I heard it I got angry as I can't hold her when she get back her consciousness.

I asked the doctor, is it possible to let her remain unconscious for few hours without any side effects. When the doctor said "yes, it is!" I got happy as I can spend some more time with her.

I know it is wrong but I don't have any other option. I can't control myself. I just want her in my arms for some more time. I want to cherish the feeling of being with mate for some more time.

After that I am going to behave professionally with her and just be satisfied with her being around me and looking at her from far.

The doctor gave her an injection and said that she'll be conscious only after 2 hours and left from there.

Benji tried to say something to me. But, I stopped him by Alpha command and asked him to be out of my cabin.

I don't want to hear anything. I don't want to know anything. I just want my mate in my arms, that's it.

After he left, I lifted her and made her sit in my lap as I sat on the couch and hugged her from behind completely hiding her in my arms.

I don't know what will happen after she gets conscious! How will she react?! Will she ever have a good opinion about me or not! What Am i going to do these 6 months, How am I going to control my feelings as now i realised that it is not that easy as i thought it would be. And how am I going to cope up when she go back after 6 months!"

For now, "I want to cherish this moments, this time, when my mate is in my arms" I closed my eyes in feeling content.

So, how is it? I hope now you guys got some clarity about ryan's feelings. All these feelings are so new to him too, that's why he is doing things which are confusing to us and to him too...hehe!!

I hope You all are liking the way story is shaping up. You can tell ur honest opinions in comments.