Roquelle I've been struggling to write the perfect lyrics for my love song. I decided I would dedicate the song to tyga since he is my boyfriend but since things aren't even good between us I don't even know what to write about.
I just give up and throw my notepad on the floor. I hear my doorbell ring. I'm not expecting anyone to come over so I have no idea who it could be.
I head over to the door and answer expecting it to possibly be tyga not paying any mind to what I'm wearing. When I opened the door there was Justin wearing a grey shirt with some black skinny jeans and white vans.
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(No damn Daniel joked please!😂)
"Hey did I interrupt something?" Justin greeted as I stood a bit surprised.
"No you didn't, is everything alright?" I asked him confused on why he was here.
"Yeah everything's good,I just need to talk to someone" he said causally.
Why me out of all people?
"Oh okay,come in" I say giving him space to walk in. I lead him over to the living room and as he walks behind me I can feel his eyes burning a hole in my backside. I just laugh to myself.
We sit down and it's silent for like 10 seconds.
"So...what'd you want to talk about?" I ask breaking the silence.
"You're an R&B singer right?" He asks looking me in the eyes.
"Yeah" I answer
"I really want to release an album in that genre but I'm a bit worried" he says looking down playing with his hands.
"Why?" I ask confused tilting my head a bit.
"Because most of my fans are like 12 and the album probably wouldn't sell good"
"I get what you mean but it doesn't matter if it doesn't sell good,if you want to do R&B then go ahead if it makes you happy" I say, he then smiles and just looks at me, I just smiled back but it was awkward again.
"I knew you were going to be the right person to talk to" he says to me. I get this weird feeling because I've only known him for like a day and he's talking like he's known me for longer.
"thanks" I say.
"Oh yeah,but there's another problem"
"What is it?"
"I like my songs to have meaning but I have no one to really inspire me for this album" he explains. I don't really know what to say. It is almost as if he was trying to get at something.
Hailey pops into my mind and I decide to help her out a little bit.
"Um,your friends with Hailey Baldwin right?" I ask a bit worried at his response since I brought her up so suddenly.
"Yeah, I guess you could say that why?" He asked casually and his face went straight.
"What if you went out with her and possibly found some inspiration from her" I say not believing I'm actually doing this.
"Eh..Hailey is a pretty girl but she's not my type" he shakes his head.
"Oh?" I say shocked then I guess he took notice to my surprised expression.
"You sound shocked?, were you expecting her to be my type?"
I get a bit uncomfortable because I wasn't trying to offend him.
"Well,yeah you seem like you like models and stuff the ones with the very mainstream look basically" I tell him truthfully.
"Nah, I would much rather be with a beautiful girl who has a great personality" he says looking at me smiling. "And if she can sing that's a bonus too" he adds.
"Is he flirting with me?" Is what goes through my head. I just don't say anything after that.
"I probably should go and let you go back to what you were doing" he says standing up. Then another thing pops up in my head. I was struggling to write that love song and he seems to be really good at writing romantic songs.
" I actually have a question for you" I say walking with him to the door.
"What is it?" He says stopping.
"I've been struggling to write a love song for my next album and you seem to be good with the girls so do you have any tips on how to really make it genuine and not cliché?" I ask him.
He sort of smirks a bit and then answers.
"You have a boyfriend right?"
"Yeah I do" I hesitantly answer since I don't even know where our relationship stands at this point and he's been the roadblock in this process.
"Cool,try to find something special to you in your relationship with him and use that" he advises me rubbing my arm, he was a little touchy feely.
"Thanks I'll take that advice" I tell him looking down at his arm that was still rubbing. We say our goodbyes and when he left it made me really think about tyga and I's relationship.
