Roquelle I woke up at like five in the morning because so much has been on my mind. I've been stressed out about Justin and I's relationship over me being on my grind and working.
I've decided to let all that anger out in the recording studio. These past few months I've been writing songs based on almost everything that's going on.
Some are romantic,angry,sexy, and empowering so far. I still have much to do but I want to really make a song about never putting any guy over my work.
Whenever I record music at an emotional time in my life it's always the best. I have so many recorded songs that mean a lot to me.
The only problem is that I don't want to put out an album that's all about sadness in a relationship. I also want one to show the positive sides of a relationship but so far that doesn't seem like it'll happen anytime soon. --
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I'm at the launch of my lipstick line with Mac cosmetics. I mean it's like my favorite makeup brand so when they asked for me to do a collaboration I had to say yes.
All of my friends are out here supporting me which is the norm since we all support each other.
We snap pictures and mingle around talking about the makeup line and everything.
This girl who looks a bit familiar walks in. I can't quite remember where she's from but she's brunette and she's wearing a two piece outfit showing her stomach.
I'm talking to Jordyn and I watch the girl because she begins to walk towards us.
"This chicks coming over here..." I take a sip of my champagne. Jordyn slowly turns to look over her shoulder to see the girl walk over.
"Hi I'm Yovanna very nice to meet you" the girl comes over holding her hand out for me to shake.
"Hi..." Jordyn and I say at the same time shaking her hand.
"Your makeup line looks really good" the girl compliments. "Thank you" I fake smile and I can see Jordyn trying to hold in her giggles me doing the same.
I guess the girl noticed something because she then just smiled and walked away.
Jordyn and I began to crack up because we could tell that girl thought she was the stuff.
"That was so awkward" I laugh. "I know,she seems suspicious" Jordyn adds.
"Yeah!, she looks a bit familiar but I don't know where from" I tell her.
"Maybe she's your stalker or something" Jordyn jokes. I just laugh and shake my head "Nah she's the type to go after guys like Justin"
"She probably has" Jordyn says. I look at the girl examining her. I'll probably see her face again and I'll definitely remember her.
