Dirty Little Boys

Boys are not toys

Kals POV

I'm walking down the hall terry is standing at the exit ... I tell him we need to talk abt something babe

He smiles and says oh no did I forget your birthday .. I say no ... It's just I've been getting texts from a blocked number and it's signed J

We start walking to his car and all the sudden ... Terry falls to the ground a hooded figure is holding a bat he swings at me

Bam I wake up on the floor of my room ... Terry is sound asleep ...

I reread the text abt if I tell him abt j he will end up like Ian ... I don't wanna lose him tho ... ... I go take a shower and terry joins me as I say Hun my mom will freak if she catches us ... He grabs a towel and kisses me ... I walk back into my room after finishing my shower ... Terry is stark naked ... Terry not now I say as I scold him and start to get dressed .. He says kal .. You can't just have sex with me for a whole day last week and now you don't want me to touch you ... .. I tell him I'm sorry babe .. Just Ian's candle light vigil just depressed me babe ... I kiss his lips and smile

My phone vibrates

He goes to hand it to me he goes to look at the message

I quickly snatch my phone away

I look down at the message

Break Terry's heart or this goes viral

I click the link and it's a video of Ian , David , Tyler , Liam and I leaving Anthony's house ...

I look up at terry he looks at me and says do you love me

I say yes I do ...

Terry comes and hugs me

I pull away ... Sorry .. Terry I have to be honest .. I think we need to break up .. My heart breaks as I say that ... I see in his eyes he is broken ... He looks at me and says why ... I say I need some space right now ...with Ian and everything just know it's not your fault

He grabs his bag and leaves ... I hear his car pull out... I break down and shut down for a few hours in my room ... I blast What If by Jason something to make me think abt the good times ...till I hear my phone vibrate I look sure the screen

Go to the park and sit on the bench .. Someone Burned by Love will be there too ...

-J

I get dressed making sure I look cute .. J probably means terry will be there .. I wanna make sure he isn't going to do something stupid as I walk to the park bench I see Anthony on his iPad ... Reading or playing candy crush ... I say hey how have u been Anthony we haven't talked since the day you and Ian broke up ... Anthony says I'm doing great Kal.. The doctors say I might be able to get surgery on the nerves that were fried by my accident

I say that's good right .. Anthony's curls bounce as he shakes his head ... I sit next to him and say what ya doing .. He shows me he is on Facebook as he takes a pic of us on the bench .. I smile well it was nice talking to you as I get up and hug him ...

Terry comes out from the bushes and says so this is who you dumped me for ... Someone told me you had a thing for him ... I was just a toy to you Kal wasn't I .. I shake my head no terry

I go to touch his arm he moves back ... I'm not a toy Kal I have no off button ...

He jogs away and Anthony says sorry abt that ... I look back at him and say don't be as I walk away .. Anthony is abt to say something but doesn't ...

I run home crying my eyes out more

I walk into my room and hit play on my radio ... The song ... How to be a heart breaker is playing ... I jump at the song ... I look at my stereo there is a post it on it ... Your theme song

Love , J

I quickly try to shut it off but the OFF button has been removed ... I quickly go to my bed and cover my ears with a pillow