You know I don't really believe in fate or destiny but in this occasion something unspeakably amazing happened. I was in Biology class, the girl I sit next to is cute, from previous experiences I thought too cute and way out of my league. So I refrained myself from talking to her as much as I could but how could I when she sat less than a foot away.
With time I developed feelings for her, of course I didn't tell her otherwise I would have been laughed out of the classroom, because she would never go out with anyone like me. Or so I thought, one day she randomly said to me that I had nice eyes. Then continued with her work like it was no big deal. To me however it meant the world.
She messaged me on whatsapp that night saying she liked me and had a crush on me. With time she flirted with me in class and life was great. I asked her out and she said no because she wasn't ready. It seemed like an okay excuse as mock examinations were approaching.
My last exam was chemistry the hardest of them all. She and I went somewhere quiet and we sat alone and revised. We worked and revised and then she kissed me. My first kiss. Her lips were so soft like candy floss. I put my right hand around her waist and pulled her in tight and she did the same. She slowly and delicately put her tongue in my mouth and brushed her tongue against mine. I put mine into her mouth as she giggled. We were so close and I slowly and tenderly put my hand under her shirt. At the same time she moved her hand up my thigh toward my crotch. Before we could go any further we heard a noise from downstairs and she jumped off of me and left.
I can still feel her lips against mine. She was my first kiss. It was special. It was amazing. To this day I remember when it happened, 21st December 2015. The best day of my life
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