After spending the weekend at the Gordons I finally went home. My mom unpacked a ton. It was really sweet of her to unpack most of my room for me as well. She was out buying groceries and knowing her she was going to be awhile. I grabbed my laptop, put on a chill mix and went on Tumblr. Doing this was probably my favourite thing, well besides the city lights. This was me time. It gave me time to think about life and my problems. A big problem right now is Kevin. He's a very likeable person so I can't blame myself if I caught feelings. It'd just make everything so complicated. And who knew, maybe he really does just flirt with everyone and I was another girl to him. Getting played by a really attractive guy wasn't really a goal on my to do list this summer. Why did I keep thinking of Kevin?! Once again I had to think about Jakes feelings. He was really sad when we ended things. *ding* speaking of jake, I looked at my phone to see that I was tagged in a photo he posted. The caption was #tbt. It was a group photo of me and all my old friends. A single tear fell down my check. I didn't realize how much I missed them all, especially my best friend Jodi. I decided to skype her. After a couple of rings she answered.
"Hey!" I had the biggest smile. She looked really nervous.
"I can't really talk right now boo." She replied.
"Are you in your bathroom?" I asked confused. She looked out her bathroom door.
"Come back" a male voice called to her. She looked back at the camera and hung up real quick. I decided to text her.
Me: That was odd, who you with? Don't do anything you know I wouldn't do.
I sent with a winky face. She ended up leaving me on seen but I decided not to spazz. She was clearly busy, otherwise I knew she would text back.
After another 15 minutes of tumblr and chilling it started to get dark out. With concern I called my mom.
"Hey baby I know you just got home and you haven't seen me in a couple of days but I hope it's alright if I'm visiting with Shana for a bit" she explained, I told her it was ok and we ended the call. I was use to being alone most of the time. Growing up an only child you learn to enjoy it.
I left the living room to get cozied up in my bed. My ring tone started going off. Devin was facetiming me. I was wearing a Bomb Digz hoodie I took from Lexi and my hair was in a bun.
"Hey what's up?" I asked him. He must of wanted something. This was kind of out of the blue.
"Nothing much just chilling, nice hoodie by the way" he laughed at me.
We started having a casual conversation. We talked about our childhood and what not.
"We use to fight a lot" he said as we both laughed.
"I swear sometimes I wanted to kill you" I added.
"Yea but at the end of the day we were always there for each other. I remember this one time when we were 10 I was playing basketball with some other kids and you come up to use and asked us if you could play then some little jerk pushed you and said no because you were a girl, after I remember beating him up oops"
"Oh my god! I remember that! Your mom got so mad, so sweet little dev standing up for me" the memories were just hitting me.
"Id beat anyone up for you" his voice got all soft.
"Aw Devin you're so sweet" I teased him.
"No like for real. Marina you know I'm always here for you."
"Thank you dev, I'm happy to have you back in my life."
*** two updates in one day 👀 sorry it's a little short but hope you guys like it anyways 💘💘***
