Passionate Sin

Oh no no no!

Sun streams down as the warmth of its ray stroke my gentle skin on my cheeks. I groaned as I rolled to my side and immediately felt the sudden dull headache drilling into my skull as consciousness starts to fill in my mind.

I opened my eyes little by little, blinking a few times to adjust from the light and blur from slumber... I scanned the room.

It wasn't what I expected neither it isn't unfamiliar. Actually, it is very familiar with its white ceiling, cream painted walls and sophisticated wooden varnished furnitures that filled the room. Underneath me is soft wool linen and hovering half my body as I sat up is a velvet silky smooth blanket.

I skimmed further and only to find a man's bare back, his arms up on his head as his pillows or support. A very toned biceps and back at the very least and the shade of ashed blonde hair, quite familiar though.

Man, bare skin and on bed together lingers for a moment, trying to get intp my senses. I looked further and touched myself. Then and there I figured out that I was naked...

"Naked?!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

I fathomed deeply the clues I have garnered from observing a bit and realized that this man is nearly not other than Aaron!

"Aaron!" I scowled with every intention of waking him up. Unfortunately he won't budge with a shout, just a good reply of groan escaped his lips.

"Aaron!" I repeated but this time with brute force of pushing him off the bed, rememering to pull the velvet blanket upto my chest level to give myself some privacy though I know we both each saw this all.

"What's the matter with you?!" He growled as he stood up, his huge possession sprang freely.

My eyes can't help but to admire and rape him by my eyes that I raked him from head to heels. He noticed that he immediately grabbed a pillow and tried to keep his most priced belonging, though he is very well aware I am so not innocent of his body as he is to mine.

"What the hell is this?!" I tried to search for my clothes with my eyes from all the piled up pieces on the white carpeted wooden floor.

"What do you mean what this is? How does it look like?" He found his blue polo shirt and black pants and wore it fast, his back against me.

I did as what he did as soon as I found my black laced undergarments and purple sexy dress before facing him, bed is the only thing that gave us distance.

"I mean what is this?! What concept of fight did you not understand?!" I snarled, pointing my fingers as if I was accusing him.

"Hey! Don't take that tone with me. You apologized last night and asked me for this." He tried to calm the talkor rather the heating up conversation.

"Me? Apologize?! Like hell that'sー" I was cut off with my train of thoughts as the sharp dull headache pushed itself in my head, running my hands on my temples and eyes squinted

Damn freaking headache! Won't go away.

He looked concern as he approached me and held my shoulders but I backed out. No you wont touch me!

I regained my composure as the pain eased up a bit and pushed his masculine hard chest with my hands but he firmly grabbed my wrist, halting me to keep shoving him away.

"Okay. I am sorry for last night but no harm done. We did what we do before and last night was not different, isn't it?" He justified. "And we made up already." He added as he grinned at me.

I frowned, my heart was more on pain than my head is... Was it something he said? Which one though?

I turned on my heel and grabbed the purse and heels that was laying freely on the white carpeted wooden floor and approached the door calmy as I could.

The trembling of my lips, my hands, and everything to keep me in balance was at stake and this isn't something I want him to see. As soon as I take a hold of the remaining possession I have I stood tall once again and my back is still against him.

My heart is racing and pounding like crazy but it was more difficult if it felt like a one thousand ton of weight is laid on it forcefully. It was so painful.

"Yes, last night was no difference. Its the same like all the other nights. Its not as if you took away my virginity last night." I said, my lips formed into a smile but tears escaped my eyes without my permission. Its a good thing I had my back against him.

"I'll be going home now." I added as I approached the door.

A part of me wanted him to follow me, approach me, caressed me and comfort me but he didn't but without him following me, I was relieved as well, I do not want him seeing me like this... Yet I was stull hurt that he won't care if I got hurt with whatever come from his damn mouth.