Passionate Sin

Nice going buddy

As soon as I got home, he called a bunch of times. Okay, okay. I didn't actually go home soon enough. I went for a walk. Really long one so practically speaking I got home at around seven in the evening.

I swang the door open lazily and closed it behind my back, got up the stairs headed for my opened bedroom door and shut it once I got in.

I threw the heels to the side and felt the cold wooden floor beneath my feet, the flat concrete made my swollen feet from walking at ease. I then placed down the purse on the bed as I laid on my back with feet still hanging freely at the edge, my eyes staring at the ceiling.

What was I thinking being in a bed with him again. Seriously?! I groaned in frustation, not wanting to remember that sex between us meant nothing to him at all.

Why does it affect me so much? This is what I said to him before. Why now? Was it the fact that he had confessed to me? Why would it matter now?! Aren't I just wanting to win the competition with Cindy Waltz with Aaron? My brows frowned and shut my eyes so tight it hurt.

A minutes or so has passed down and I felt my phone vibrating from my purse. I opened the bag near me and grabbed the phone to see the text message.

'Ally! Guess what!? She asked me now! Cindy just asked me if I could be his boyfriend!'

My eyes widened and my heart pumps harder as it could possibly I think it can. It pumped so hard it barely made a recovery that which I think made it so painful like the organ itself is having a spasm of some sort. I pant so hard and faster just to comfort myself.

And before I allowed my eyes to permit the moist starting to fall to the side of my eyes due to gravity. I blinked a few times to halt them but it won't stop.

I rubbed it with my forearm and pushed aside whatever the hell is I'm feeling to congratulate him. After sending him the typed message I felt myself wanting to loose consciousness, whether it may be the damn day I got through or the walk on heels that made my feet sore as hell, I was thankful to accept it and embraced slumber.

The next morning, I opened my eyes slowly to adjust it from the blinding sun rays and inhaled deeply before taking it out to refresh myself. I lift up my upper body and stood on my blistered like feet.

Looking up the bedside table where my alarm clock is on, eyeing for what time it is. God, I never woke up this early. Its just seven in the morning.

I stretched like a feline on bed and closed my eyes once more as I remembered last night's message.

"Wow. I didn't know I'd feel much better after sleeping. Maybe last night was just a mixed of emotion huh?" I talked to myself like an insane person.

"Oh well... The closer I get to Cindy Waltz, the better. Right?" I said once more, thinking this is a better way to get back at her? Perhaps?

Past eight I prepared to get to work and it's not till nine in the morning.

"Goodmorning! My secretary Julie chirped and I was glad someone like her would cheer me up with just a greet so I tried to reply as bubbly as her before approaching the clinic.

I still havn't got the time to take my seat when someone barged into my clinic. Excitedly delivering the news to me like I havn't heard it last night. I turned on my heels as he hugged me and almost lifted me on my waist.

"Yay! I am so happy!" He stated as he brought me back on my feet.

"Congrats." I muttered uninterestingly as I dugged into some files after he put me down so that my back would be against him, my face covered with some of my hair giving me the advantage of hiding from uneasiness and pain I sort of feeling as of the moment.

"So I was wondering... Will a date suffice for her?" He asked me like a child asking so much questionsー curious as hell and happy as a baby.

"Sure. Whatever." I faced him, placing the chart full of patient current information on my hand on my chest and met his eyes. "Look, I am busy and for so I know, you had already informed me of this. No need to be worked out. A date is all it takes to make her jealous as hell so she got into you again. Congrats. I really like stay and chat but I can't do this now." I walked out on him but he caught up on me and waved his goodbye.

"See you later?" He added.

"Yeah sure." My back still against him as I walked down the hall carrying the sheets of paper still clipped in a metal chart.

At the back of my mind as I check the patients to my assigned ward, I was thinking stuffs like how I don't wanna see Aaron nor Cindy. I was defeated before but this. This was harder to accept. Whether because its my best buddy or because of loath I felt a long time now for Cindy. I have no clue which is which but surely, I know one thing. That is space and time I needed.