Passionate Sin

Aaron's smile

After the beach we hurried back to some of the pubs and clubs Aaron knew at the place. They were'nt long drives, just a minute or blocks away with each other though the way is kind of a turn around. Like a maze, surely I would get lost trying to get to one place to another by myself.

Finally, our last destination for the day or rather night. A mini bar with old folks are enjoying their life out. A few young lady about age of twenty's and some group of teenagers who seems to be in some kind of trip.

We decided to sit by the bar. The place is cosy made out of wood, it makes it warmer inside but a comfortable warm. A middle-aged woman, curly hazel brown hair that runs down upto her neck, with large round earings, black woman but with such hot body complimented with her snuggling plain white shirt and a black shorts with apron on.

"Can I get you anything?" She asked nicely.

Aaron responded quickly. "Two orders of Strawberry waffle with eggs and bacon and milkshake please." He smiled with his typical one and the lady replied back with a smile after listing the order to a small white paper pad she collected from her pocket.

"Someone's familiar to the place." I stated.

"Well, my father. Used to take me here with mom when I was a child."

I kept quiet and stared him, his eyes were timid, trying to hide those pain he felt when he was still young. The mere fact that his mother died must have hurt like hell. He endured so much before bullying, the painful words others threw at him and no comfort of mother's love from a mother... But I never got the chance to comfort him well before neither ask him personally about them. He would always e-mail everything that happened to him and he will end up on our front door, smiling, holding up some of his new toys to play with.

He always pretended he's alright, but he's not. He always acted like he was tough but he's the exact opposite. Like a fragile vase at the edge of a table, hanging for mercy. I've never wanted him seeing in pain anymore. But somehow, he managed to show me his strong and that he don't need any assistance in his life.

Aaron's life is a mishap of misery... And I couldn't bare to think he's still carrying that burden even after he has been so much of a guy. Though his father never actually loved any other woman, however, his father never was of the best father he could be.

Financially, yes. Very rich indeed, it's only Aaron on insisting to make his own luck and earn his own money.
However, love? Aaron is a poor kid of love. His mother lost and even his father. not physically but emotionally.

"Hey? Earth to Ally?" waving his arms in front of me snapping me back from my wayward of thoughts.

The food has been served, and wow! The aroma of freshly cooked pancakes,eggs and bacons is heaven! My stomach grumbled for hunger. My mouth waters from mere scent that I thik filled my nostrils and clouded my mind.

It didn't take an hour after we both finished eating.

"So, are you up for a drink?" Aaron flashed all his whites.

I returned a smirk. "Sure, why not?" After my response, he did not waste anymore time, he asked the lady for two beers which she gladly handed over.

"Cheers!" He tossed his bottle up in the air.

"For what?" My brows creased in confusion.

"For you being you again." His smile never faltered, his eyes warmly and deeply stared into mine.

"Thanks. Cheers!" I replied, my bottle raised like his and clinked unto his bottle.

"For what?" He mimicked my reaction.

"For you stopping being a jerk and complete asshole." I giggled and drank from the beer.

"I am so not an asshole!" He drank on his.

"Yes, you are!" I snorted and he howled a laugh back at me.


•••
The night was so happy and carefree.

"I think I drank too much Aaron." I laughed involuntarily, clinging on his arm for support as we both walked hand in hand towards his car parked outside the bar we last came in.

"I think I am too..." He slurred.

"Can we get home safely if you drive?" I giggled again, Aaro catching almost catching me from the almost-trip I got from the now unflattened surface of the ground.

"Damn ground. Why is it so rocky? It's not safe, you know."

"Well, I don't think it is. Must be you only." He sounded amused. Bet he is so I decided to punch the hell out of him but I unfortunately and horribly failed doing so. I stumbled on the ground, his hand tried to grab mine and halt my collision on the ground, but with his unbalanced gait, that would be impossible.

"I'm sorry!" He pushed himself back up and helped me through getting up from the grassy ground.

After laughing it off, we decided to return before we dose off in some area we're both alien to. I mean, it's better to be safe than sorry.

Things though,were getting incomprehendible and fuzzy. Like my lights are soon to be out. My eyelids shutting themselves off and my consciousness keeps on slipping away, fighting it with all my will, I desperately wanted to stay awake but failed to do so.

•••

Morning soon came, the warmth of morning sun sure caressed my gentle skin and snoozes me out of slumber. Ray of lights kept on invading the privacy of the dim litted room.

I heard my groan as I tried to roll off away from the ray of lights but it was impossible. As I found myself wrapped up with this huge arms and myself against familiar firm chest. No wonder, this is Aaron's.

My eyes blinked a few more times before I realized...naked. Aaron has no shirt on?

My hands roam my body as I adjust from his hug, still in it, I touched my breast and my below to confirm that I'm nude and so is Aaron.

"What the fuck happened?!" My voice coursed through the room, jerking up, nudging off his arms around me.

"Hey... good morning Ally." He greeted with a smile, his eyes still sleepy.

Trying to give myself some privacy, I pulled some of the covers upto my chest and squeezed them in between my hands and breast.

Blinking off his eyes with a view of me half, rather naked, took hi by surprise.
"Ally?!" He jerked up, eyes widening as if he saw a ghost.

"Did we..?" Asron uttered, lost with words.

"I don't know. I can't remember. I was intoxicated last night..." Guilt of some sort races wildly in my heart.

He stood up and paced back and forth, without even acknowledging I can see all his morning glory. His eye brows creased. "I shouldn't have. I'm so sorry Ally! I shouldn't have drank too much I can handle. Fuck! I don't know how to correct this with you. Please forgive me. It was the alcohol that made me do this but I swear I was holding back since we got here. Since I slept with you in your room..." He explained, facing me his beautiful glowing face.

I was taken aback. So he was holding back since then? The time I havn't done that with him. He was holding it all back?

"I.. It's okay. We were both drunk and wasted. We can't even remember it. Maybe we didn't afterall." I wanted to ease his tension.