Passionate Sin

Our Hearts

"I am not a fool Ally, I know how much of a mess you are right now. But I told you already... I love you, so much you can ever think of. You wouldn't also be dating that jerk if it wasn't of my stupid pride and getting along wth Cindy. However, I know now, that no one can replace you in my heart, no matter how much you push me away. I will always love you, In fact, I love you more and more." He tried to look intensely into my eyes,holding me on my shoulders.

"Please, let me be the one who mend all your wounds, erase all your scars and love you... Till the end." He ended his warming speech and I, in return, was only able to respond by nodding and a smile.

He gave me another tight hug and thanked me.

•••

After the drama, immediately Aaron got called by his seniors and appointed a disciplinary actions. He was suspended for a few weeks because what he did happened inside the hospital's area. He didn't try to get out of it and accepted wholly his responsibility but he did not apologize to Joe. Meanwhile, Cindy did received a suspension for allowing visitors, sutors to be precise, to visit her within her working hours.

After a week of suspension, Aaron and I got back to our old routine. Cindy resigned because of the rumors that had been spreading that she did on purpose on ruining my relationship with Joe by sleeping with him and threatening Julie from saying so to me. All she did was to hurt me on purpose because of Aaron's love for me and that she couldn't have him.

Joe Woods get out of my and Aaron's life for good.

I thanked Julie for being so loyal to me and that I am not angry at her. I know she did her best and that she was just stuck in between two rubbing stones.

The week passed by like a bliss and I felt somehow mended by all Aaron's cheerfulness and bubbly attitude. He always brought or have delivered a bouquet of different flowers almost everyday. Sometimes even food.

A knock on my door surprised me after shutting it behind my back. He slowly opened the door, a large group of assorted color of flowers have been my first sight from the opened space of the door.

He held it up on his face and handed it over to me. "Miss Miller?" An unfamiliar voice asked.

"Yes."

"These are for you. From Mister Sanders."

"Thank you." Shutting the door behind him as soon as he stepped out of the door.

I felt a sudden nausea and...

Oh God! I hardly ate anything this morning. Running off to my comfort room to kneel on the floor and holding my stomach to vomit.

A knock on a door snapped me back but I was to weak and still feeling nauseated to answer, I heard it creaked open and foot steps ticked on the tiles. It could be Julie or Aaron... but I didn't bother to look who as I was more concentrated to my ill feeling.

"Ally...?" Aaron's voice searched through till he found me in the comfort room, kneeling in front of the toilet bowl.

"Ally!" He ran towards me and gave me a support on the back.

"You look pale!" He added as he tapped my shoulder.

"I know... I look horrible. I feel bad..I did not feel like eating this morning and I feel so weak..." I replied, soon enough the belching feeling comes again.

"Oh my god! Ally?! How long have you been feeling this?" He tried to support me after vomiting clear fluid which tasted like Hydrochloric acid direct from my stomach.

"Just now? I think..."

He helped me stood up and sit on my leather chair.

"Maybe a chocolate would help ease it up?" He offered me some chocolate but I refused.

"I don't like it...a glass of water please. just water." I weakly pleaded.

"Ally, have you been eating?" Aaron's face was flustered with anxiety as he handed me a glass of water.

"Yes, but only at lunch and dinner. I don't like eating in the morning the past few days..." I replied after taking a sip.

"Hm.. Have you been picky of foods lately?"

"No. I am not sure. I'm okay. It's just I got less sleep than usual." I replied.

"No, you're not. When was your last menstruation?" He asked and then it haunted me.

"I can't be! I am a bit late, yes. But it must be all because of the stresses... and.." I argued.

"No, it was just two weeks ago when we were unsure if we did it... and... I don't even know if you were fertile or f I did use contraception and now you're feeling this? We must see." He cut me off.

"I don't like to be pregnant! Not now..."

"Look at me Ally, if you are, I will be the father of our child. You will not be alone in this." He grasped my head in his two large warm hands, keeping my eyes straight into his beautiful ones.

I stood up from the chair and removed his hands focefully. "No! This isn't about you being responsible for this andー"

"I love you Ally, will you be Mrs. Sanders? My wife?" Cutting me off, kissing me so passionately that I lost myself in it. I responded with his kiss and he returned the equal fervor.

"Not until we prove that I am pregnant." I mumbled under the kiss.

He smirked. "Then I must be sure, you must get pregnant now.