My Life

Sorry

Sorry but not sorry. I'm not like all these other people who is a bitch or a rude prick to everyone then they wonder why everyone hates them. I'm nice to everyone. I've been excluded, I've been turned down, hit, punched, spit on, told to kill myself, pushed down, abused in every kind of way and I still haven't killed myself. I'm fucking proud of myself. The only thing I regret in my life is the first time I cut myself, not ganna lie. At first it seemed like a good idea but now I know that was a stupid idea. I've done nothing to deserve this kind of treatment,and I know that I haven't. I'm a good person. Ive never called anyone out of their name, said anything to hurt anyone intentionly, and I always try to help people. I don't feel sorry for myself and I shouldnt.

A couple years ago I walked into school and a group of GUYS ambushed me. (Keep in mind I am a female) they hit me, smacked me punched me and tried to rape me and yes I faght back. I asked them what I had done to deserve this and all they had to say was that it was because im a bitch. Even if I was a female prego dog I still don't think I would deserve this. Hell I had a female dog that was pregnant and I cherished her.

No one has a reason to hate me they just do because everyone else does and that's sad. They are just a bunch of followers. I think I'm a wonderful person, I know I'm smart. I know I'm beautiful and if that's something I should be sorry about, I'm not sorry so fuck that.