Love me for me

stressed

It was Wednesday and I was getting ready to head to the ballet studio. since its about to be the summer, I would be taking online classes, working at the ballet studio on Wednesdays and going to work. it was a lot, but my bank account was hella blessed so I cant complain.

"so are you girls ready for the dance recital next month"? I asked the Girls. "yes" they all answered. we went over the dance routine for about an hour, I gave them a 15min break then we practiced the hip-hop dance. after 2 hours, the girls were leaving and I was cleaning up. I hear my phone ring

me: what's up

Alex: nothing much baby, just checking on you. haven't heard from you in like 2 weeks. you good?

me: Yea. I had finals last week, and now I'm waiting nervously for final grades to be posted. other than that I been doing over time at the hospital. I'm so stressed, but thanks for checking on me.

Alex: no problem I already know you aced your finals, you were always about your grades, but ima let you go, I know you need some rest.

after I got off the phone with Alex, I walked to my car, got in, and just sat there for like 15 minutes. I was exhausted. I heard my phone and I knew it was a text from Trey

Trey: where tf you been? Ive been calling and txting you for days. I miss you baby.

me: I know, Ive been working , and when I get off, I'm too tired to do anything, and I have to work tomorrow too 😔

Trey: I wanted to come see you tonight, but i'll just let you rest.

I had finally began driving, I decided to go get some chipotle, go shower , and get in bed. when I got home, it was 7:30. I took a 30 minute shower, and got my chipotle, turned on Netflix, and got in bed. after an hour I started feeling sleepy. I decided to text trey goodnight & go to sleep. my shift was from 7 am to 7pm tomorrow but at least I was off Friday and Saturday. haven't had a day off in a while.

as soon as I was about to go to sleep, diamond came in my  room. "Hey bitch" guess who I saw today? she said getting into bed with me. "girl who"? I asked "Alex, he was talking about how he still loves you and he misses you" she said. " I know he do, but trey and I have been talking for a month, can't just play switcheroo, and go back and fourth between the two. I love Alex but I feel like he needs somebody on his level, I know he was ready for sex, and I wasn't. I know he would've waited, idk". I said. "me either, the party last night was lit af, you should've came" she laughed. I was working bihh" I said. "I'm about to go to Mj's house, and throw this ass back for him, ill see you later" she left and I went to sleep.

"beep, beep, beep" ugghhhhh I said, checking my phone because my alarm was going off. It was 5:45 am. I laid there for like 10 minutes when I decided to finally get up and get in the shower, I brushed my teeth and then showered for 15 minutes, and went to my closet and picked out my work clothes. I picked out my pink scrubs. I threw my hair in a messy bun. By then it was 6:30. I checked my phone and seen a good morning beautiful text from trey, and some twitter notifications. I replied to trey.  I didn't have time to eat so I grabbed my phone, keys and purse and headed out the door.

it was about 8:30 when I got home from work. I wasn't that tired because it wasn't that busy today. I received a text from Diamond

Diamond: I'm going home for the weekend, I'll see you Sunday. Love you

I decided to take a long bubble bath. I began running the bath, and turned on Chris Brown's Before the Party Mixtape. I'm in love with it. I got a glass of wine and I began relaxing. I heard my phone ringing. it was trey

trey: hey baby, wyd?

Me: just taking a bubble bath

trey: wish I was there, but after you get done, I wanna come over, can I?

me: yea, just come in an hour.

I continued my bath for 30 more minutes, then decided to get out. my hair was still in a bun from earlier, so I threw on some black leggings and a crop top hoodie, and some socks. by then it was 9:45.

15 minutes later trey knocks on the door. "hey baby" he says. "hey, I said hugging him, "you ate yet" I asked. "I was about to ask you the same thing" he said laughing. " I can cook for you" I suggested. "so you're beautiful, and can cook, I better cuff you" he said. "hush" I said as he followed me into the kitchen. I began taking stuff out to make seafood alfredo, and a Caesar salad.

after we finished eating, we went into the living room to talk. "we been talking for like a month, and I was wondering, will you be my girl"? he said " idk I think we should wait a while, I don't think I'm ready for a relationship" I said. "I guess" he said. he then received a text. "aye ma I gotta go.  I enjoyed you and the food was good, ima call you later" he said.  He kissed me, then he left

I was hella curious about the text, what made him leave so quick.....