Love me for me

Happy

Trey and I have been back talking for about 3 months and I must say that everything has been going good, he's still trying to make me his Girl, but I don't know if I'm ready just yet, either way, I'm happy.  Its Saturday and I'm cleaning up my room. I'm off today, and I'm taking advantage of that. I hear my phone go off

Trey: wyd today?

me: nothing, just cleaning

Trey: well get ready, I'm coming to get you in an hour

me: well ok lol

I checked the time, and it was 2. I went to my closet to find something to wear. I didn't know how I should dress, I thought. I got a black bodycon dress that stopped above my knee, a jean jacket, and I couldn't decide between some nude heels or my white converse. I decided to decide while I do my makeup. one thing about it, I could slay some makeup. I decided just to wear my hair down, so I sprayed a little water on and added some coconut oil. By then it was 3:00. Red or nude lipstick, I'm so in decisive. I just chose nude. I hear the door open downstairs, I knew it was Trey because I had left the door unlocked.

He hugged me from behind. I he was looking so damn fine. He had on a black polo shirt, some white polo pants , and some all white forces.  I had hella heart eyes for him. he took his phone out and took a snapchat pic of us, and then he started  taking a snapchat video of me while I finished getting ready. he went and got my phone and took a snapchat pic of us. Guess he was letting everybody know What's up. I didn't mind though.

He was sitting on my bed as I was putting on perfume and stuff. "which shoe?" I asked. "the heels, you look sexy as fuck" he said. how I knew he was gonna choose that. So I put my shoes on, grabbed my purse and phone, and I was ready to go. "so where we going"? I asked. "somewhere" he said. "don't get smart" I said with an attitude. "loose the fucken attitude lil girl" he said. I hate when he called me that. I was 4'11 and he was 6'2. I liked it, but it made me feel like a child next to him. he opened the door for me and we got inside. I hooked my phone to his aux chord and played Young Thug Ridin. " "what you know bout that" he laughed. "ima thug" I said while being on snapchat. I posted a video of us getting lit to the music.

we finally pulled up to my favorite nail shop. "I'm spoiling you today, I hope you need your nails done" he said. I did need a fill-in. we walked into the nail shop, and all the bitches was staring at Trey. I've never been the jealous type because if a bitch can take him, then he aint mine. A few of them just stared at me. I just ignored them. the Nail man that I always go to, came to greet me. "hey Jayla, nails? he said smiling. "yea, just a fill-in" I said. "Go ahead and get a pedicure too baby, everything on me" trey said. a few of the girls just watched us, I guess they never seen a nigga spoil his girl, well I aint his girl yet, but you know. " that's okay, I'll just get the fill-in" I said. " why not, better get used to this, because when you with me, I aint letting you pay for shit" he said to me. I still decided to just get the fill-in, I'm to ticklish to get a pedicure. I got a baby pink color, with glitter. "see you next time Jayla" my nail person said as we were leaving. next we went to the mall. "you really don't have to do this" I said. I just felt weird because we aren't even together and he spending money on me. "I'm just tryna show you that I want you, and that ill treat you like a queen, now hush" he said. "yes sir", I said.

We walked into the mall, and we went to the Michael Kors store. " pick you out a purse and matching wallet" he said. " I already have plenty of Michael Kors purses" I said laughing. "stop being so damn stubborn, I'm pretty sure you don't have every purse in here so take your ass and go get one that you like" he said. "well I'm buying it" I said. "ugh, okay" he said. I looked around for a min and eventually decided on a baby pink purse and wallet. I like that, it fits you" he said hugging me from behind as we waited in line. when it was our turn to go pay. she rung us up and said the total, as I'm reaching into my purse to get my debit card, I see trey sneak his card to the lady, and paid for my stuff. " I hate you." I said getting an attitude. I wanted to stop my forever 21 to get a couple of pair of leggings and a few other stuff "& this time IM PAYING" I said still with my attitude. "man no you not, let me spoil you today, I Know you got your own money, I know you work hard, just let me do this for you. " I didn't respond. so I went and picked up everything I wanted, not checking the price tag because I was being petty. when we got to the cash register the total was $250.89. I went to get my card and this nigga still ignored what I said and paid for my stuff. "I give up" I said. I honestly didn't feel comfortable with him spending so much money on me. I'm not the type of female that makes a nigga pay for everything. "anywhere else you want to go" he asked ignoring my attitude. "I need to go to MAC" I said. I didn't get much, just a few eyeshadows and a new highlight.

we then left the mall and went back to his and M.j's apartment. it was nice as fuck, it was way bigger than a regular apartment. "M.j will be with diamond all night, so we alone, I wont try anything" he said smiling that sexy ass smile that I loved". he lead me upstairs " I want you to stay with me tonight, only if you're comfortable" he said. "I'm a grown woman, but yes I will stay the night with you" I said.

it was around 8:30pm when I woke up. " hey beautiful" trey said. I realized that I fell asleep. he grabbed my hand and lead me into the bathroom, when I walked inside there was a bubble bath and rose petals. " ill leave while you enjoy yourself, when you get out I'm cooking for you" he said leaving. I must admit, I was pretty impressed, he doing pretty good, for a guy with a reputation of being a bad guy. the bubble bath felt amazing. I soaked for about 25mins, and then I got out. I'm glad I bought underwear when we were out shopping today, all I bought was thongs and I didn't want to tempt him, but not having on any would probably be worse. so I went in his closet and got one of his t-shirts and went into the kitchen. "so what's on the menu" I asked he sat me on the counter because I was too short to get up there myself. "I'm grilling us steak, grilled asparagus wrapped in bacon, grilled shrimp and lobster". "Mmmmm" I said. I was starving.

about 2hours later we were in bed eating. " damn, this is the best steak I've ever had" I said laughing. "I'm a great cook, I just don't because I never had a reason until now" he said.

we were chilling in bed watching movies, I felt so comfortable with him, I just don't want to rush anything. laying beside him with him having nothing on but his boxers was turning me on. and the fact that he was giving me an amazing booty rub made it worse. he was slick rubbing his fingers in other places. "Mmmm, you getting wet ma" he said he flipped me over on my back and climbed in between my legs, and we started kissing, I'm talking bout the kissing that leads to other stuff, but I wasn't tryna do that. I wanted him so bad, but I had self control. we've only been back talking for a little over 3 months, 5 months on and off. he then says "nothing you don't want, you can stop me whenever you want. I nodded. still kissing me, he slips his hand inside my panties and starts rubbing. by this point I'm moaning and shit. "damn your moans are cute af" he said. he keeps going until I orgasm, then he stops, kisses my forehead, and cuddles me. I was lowkey disappointed, but I'm glad he stopped because I probably wouldn't have said anything.