update again!!!
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i'd admired you for so long.
we were kids back then when i loved you.
it was in tech class when a friend whispered into your ear that i thought you were beautiful in my eyes.
you gave me a look of disgust.
i never stopped admiring you.
i was stupid.
years later we were a bit older, but not old enough.
rumors spread.
you admired me too they told me.
and i believed them.
i was stupid.
you were never one for comittment.
neither was i. i was afraid that i'd be abandoned by the one i loved the most.
you were just nieve .
you always wanted more than one person to admire you.
i only wanted you to admire me.
that would never happen .
why werent you happy enough to be admired by one person?
never really thought i could get my heart broken by a boy i'd never been in a relationship with.
the jokes on me i guess.
- i'll never admire anyone but you
YOU ARE READING
never sent
Fanfictionletters i wanted to send to Michael, but knew it wouldn't affect him reading them as much as it affected me writing them. - to me dearest lover - from luke
