if only you knew how you affected me emotionally.
if only you knew how i honestly felt about you.
i can't get you out of my head.
whenever i see you around, i shut down.
why? because i get a sudden rush of memories and feelings that i wish wouldnt be there.
i see around everyday, it's hard to just let go of you. you arent mine anymore but it's still difficult.
it's you. only you.
i may not know what love is or what actual love feels like but if this is it i really don't want to feel it.
if love is pain and love is like setting my heart on fire then i don't want it.
if only i could tell you what i felt, everything would be better.
- youre not making this easy
YOU ARE READING
never sent
Fanfictionletters i wanted to send to Michael, but knew it wouldn't affect him reading them as much as it affected me writing them. - to me dearest lover - from luke
