i catch myself thinking about you sometimes. even when i don't want to. even when times are bad.
you always somehow slip into my deep thoughts.
you exist only when crickets are at my window and when the night is dark and i am alone.
i lied. you exist in my mind when i walk down the street to the library or when i click shuffle on my blue playlist or whenever i stare at the white stuffed bears on sale at the market.
they remind me of the one you gave me.
i don't know whether to cry or smile when i realize we are no longer one, but i hope you are smiling and not crying over someone who isnt worth your tears.
-i still wish you the best
YOU ARE READING
never sent
Фанфикletters i wanted to send to Michael, but knew it wouldn't affect him reading them as much as it affected me writing them. - to me dearest lover - from luke
