Oh dear

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Oh dear
I don't think I feel anymore.
I fear falling in love but I also convince myself I'm in it when I'm not.
I feel as if tho my brain to save myself is trying to make me feel emotions when I really do not.
Yes I've cried over guys but as soon as it's over. I never remember why I was crying over it. When really it didn't matter in the very beginning.
When I get into a relationship I always believe I feel for them but then sometimes I didn't actually I just convinced myself I did.
Idk what's real anymore.
Oh dear do I even feel?

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