Sometimes I just don't know what the world anymore I really don't know how to put it into better words than I don't know I also don't know about feelings anymore I just kind of want to turn them off permanently but then people say no you shouldn't do that I care about my friends I'm only living for them so what they say matters to me but me myself and I just believe that they should be off because I'd be a happier or whatever person and just be a better human with no emotions I won't have to worry about anything but at the same time the inside of me the other two of me would worry a lot. I love Alex but she gets on my nerves she worries about me way too much she just needs to shut up, keep in mind Alex is another personality of mine, I need them and she's here. I just don't know, sorry for the another rant but this is the only way I can get my feelings out anymore I find it pointless to write it down in a diary to where one day people can't read it anyway because of my horrible handwriting so why not put it on the internet for the world to see if you don't know me personally except for a few of you because of my friends added me on here butt my life is my life this is what I chose to do hopefully you guys can accept it if anyone ever fuckin reads this.

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