The nerd and the bad boy

16

This is a nightmare. I haven't moved for a whole day. I been lying in my bed crying. I never felt this hurt. I really did love Logan. Why did he become friends with me? Did he only become my friend again so he could hurt me and break me again.

I finally decided I needed answers. His mom wasn't home so I could go over there. I threw on some clothes and I washed my face and put my hair up into a bun. I walked out of my house and I heard music playing in his house.

I knocked on the door and he didn't answer. I keep knocking but he was ingoring me. "Logan please tell me this is a nightmare. I don't want to lose you. Please tell me this is a mistake. Please."

I leaned against the door and feel down I started crying again. He really meant it. He really didn't want to be my friend. I now know that he was just using me the entire time. Whenever he told me he loved me he was probably lying. He probably made a bet with one of this friends. See how long he can fake that he loves me.

I feel completely numb. I been sitting outside for days it feels like. After about an hour I left Logan's house and now I'm walking. I have no clue where I am but I am not turning around. I am lost. That is all I'm thinking about. I have no clue where I am.

I decided I needed to call someone. I called Hailey she didn't answer. I couldn't call my parents. The last person I had was Scott. So I called Scott and he answered. Somehow he knew where I was.

About five minutes later Scott showed up. I probably looked like a wreck. We sat in silence when he asked what was wrong I couldn't answer. I couldn't get any words out.

He dropped me off at my house and he stayed a while so we could talk. I don't think I have forgave him I just needed to talk to someone.

The next morning I woke up it was time for school. Today was hopefully going to be a great day. I will make it a great day.

Hailey came and picked me up and I told her that me and Logan broke up. It was hard for me to say but it was the truth. When we finally got to school I saw Logan.

When I walked into the building everyone was staring at me. It was like middle school all over again. After Heather took Scott from me she bullied me. I always what called names I hated it and thanks to her I started cutting again. I promised myself after my dad I wouldn't cut but then Heather did all that to me so I started to cut again. No one knows I cut I just blamed it on my cat.

A girl came up to me and said,"Bitch."And punched me in the stomach. After that many other people called me a bitch, whore, slut,etc. I don't even know what I did to everyone. Hailey came up to me and said,"Everyone is talking about you because of Heather. She said that she was in love with her boyfriend but you stole her boyfriend and had sex with him."

*Trigger warning*

I started crying I ran to the office and told them I didn't feel good and they let me go home. I ran out of the school and I ran home. I grabbed my phone and turned it off. I ran into my bathroom and locked my door and I went into my cabinet and grabbed my blade.

I put the blade against my wrist and starting cutting and blood started dripping on the floor. I felt so much better. Cutting always made me feel much better. I heard someone open my bedroom door. They knocked on my bathroom door and said,"Zoey,are you in there." That was Logan's voice dammit. I can't tell him I cut. I grabbed a towel and started cleaning up the blood. Luckily I had a robe in my bathroom so I put it on. I opened the door and said,"Hi."

*End of triggering part*

He said," Are you ok? You look like you been crying."

"I'm fine."

"Aren't you supposed to be in school."

"I wasn't feeling good."

"Then why are you wearing a robe it's hot."

"I feel really cold."

He put his hand on my forehead.
He said,"Zoey your hot." I shook my head.

He grabbed my robe and pulled it off. He stared at the cut marks and walked out the door.

Logan's P.O.V.

Why would she do that? Why is she cutting? I am late one day of school and everything happens. I really can't believe I walked out of the door. I should of talked to her but instead I'm walking to the school.

I finally reached the school I know who think I know who would know why she crying. I still regret not staying and talking to Zoey. I went into the cafeteria and hunted down Hailey. I walked up to her and said,"What's up with Zoey."

She said,"Heather spread a rumor like she did before and this time it was worse." Wait she just said before.

"What do you mean before?"

"Back in middle school after Scott Heather bullied her and she was called names."

"What happened today?"

"So Heather said that she was in love but Zoey stole the guy and had sex with him. So she's been called whore,slut,bitch,etc." "Thanks for telling me. Bye."

I was going to punch that slut in her face. I walked over to Heather and she came up to me and said,"I knew you would come back to me that slut Zoey wasn't good enough."

"Don't you dare call my girlfriend a slut." By this point everyone was staring. "The only slut around here is you. Take my advice never call her a slut or talk to her. Also don't talk to me." I grabbed her lunch and spilt it on her. What sucked worse was she was wearing white. So she screamed. I walked started walking but then I flipped her off.

I walked out the the school and realized I just left Zoey. What if she hates me? I'm an awful boyfriend but then again this is the first real relationship I ever been in. I finally found someone I loved. I started running to her house. I finally got to the door and ran upstairs and heard crying. I looked inside her room and saw her curled up in a ball on her bed crying.