The nerd and the bad boy

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Logan, it can not be real. This is a dream right? Logan wouldn't hurt me. I pinched myself this was not happening. I started to cry, I feel horrible, I can't believe this. He grabbed my hand and just held it, and wouldn't let go. He sat down next to me and just kept looking at me with sadness filling his eyes.

"Zoey, I can't explain how sorry I am. I know that you truly love me, and I did love you the same. But I wasn't out, Scott came back to get me back in the game. I told him no but then your life got threatened and I could lose you. Once I got back in it, I realized how much I missed it."

"I love you, why are you doing this. I thought you loved me."

"I do love you, don't you get it. I love you that's why I'm doing this."

"You are kidnapping me out of love, sending me those crazy text messages."

"That was another guy, the boss brought you here so I could say goodbye. He wanted to make sure I was back in. He had to make sure I truly ended it."

"Please don't Logan, you are my everything. You are my sunshine, my life, my future, my happiness, my forever."

"But you aren't mine. I'm sorry, I have to go. And Zoey don't come looking for me."

I said with tears running down my face,"Logan don't go, you can't go. Please don't go."

With that he let go of my hand, and walked away. He never looked back. I tried to grab his arm but the door shut before I could. I kept screaming his name until I couldn't even stand. I collapsed on the floor and wrapped my arms around my legs. I just let it all out, I couldn't stop crying.

Logan's P.O.V.

I can't believe I went through with that. I collapsed right when I walked out of the door. I know this was the right thing to do, he threatened her life. I guess I belong in this life, I knew I never could get out of it but I guess I could dream. She was my dream. I finally got up and wiped the tears. I knew I had to go tell them it was done. I went to find the boss.

"It's done."

"Good, I always knew you could do it."

"Screw you, Scott. You knew I would do anything for her."

"We are family, family can't be apart. This is a family deal. Now let's get going, I'll have one of the guys drop her off at her house. She will be safe I promise, as long as you do not screw me over, or screw up any of the deals."

"I won't. You know that, that's why you had to come back here. That's why you came back to my town just to mess my entire life up, because that's what you do. You hurt people without caring who you actually are hurting. And to think I actually thought that you had a heart and that you truly cared about people."

"We are going to have to work with you, she turned you soft and we can't have that. The old you was better."

"You won't change me, just because I let her go doesn't mean I will ever stop loving her."

"It's time to leave, and I'm glad so I don't have to hear you anymore."

I went and gathered my stuff, which wasn't a lot. I didn't want to bring much because it all reminded me of her. I had no idea where we were going but I went and sat in the car. A guy I didn't recognize jumped in the driver seat and just started driving.

Zoey's P.O.V.

I woke up in my own bed and couldn't remember how I ended up getting home, but I did remember everything Logan said to me. It was noon on Sunday, and I've been gone since Friday. I could barely move or even breathe. Everything in me hurt so bad.

I texted Hailey asking her if she could come over, because I really needed someone. Once she got over I told her everything and I couldn't stop crying. The last thing I remember before falling asleep was telling her I miss him.

That night I had so many dreams about him. All I wanted was him here, but at the same time he hurt me. I still love him and I can't stop , I just want him to be okay. That's all I want, even if we can't be together I just want him okay. I dreamed about him coming home and us building a life together, until Scott came.

"Zoey, wake up. You are having a nightmare it's okay, I'm here."

I woke up shaking and with tears down my face. Hailey was holding me and trying to come me down. I had no idea what to do without Logan in my life.