Recap:
Caleb's POV
I start to sob uncontrollably. I'm sucha cry baby. My eyes become little mini waterfalls and my nose instantly clogs up. I know I look like a mess, but I can't help it! All this pent up sadness, anger, hurt, worry is now just seeping out. I can feel myself start to hyperventilate, something that only happens when I cry this hard. It's getting harder to breathe and I start to panic a little. What if I can't breathe!? Oh cupcakes, I'm going to die here. I cry harder. Good. That's what I get for being a homo.
I start to sputter out random nonsense, trying to calm myself down. "I can't do this. I can't do this. I can't do this. They'll hate me and I'll never ever be their's again. Life'll become a nonexistent hell. Oh why oh why oh why...."
Soothing hands pull me into a hug. My breathing starts to go back to normal and I can blink away most of my tears to see Tyler looking at me, worried.
What is it about him that makes me so calm? I lean into him and let my tears soak his shirt.
"Umm Caleb? W-what's wrong?" he asks, warily.
I take as big of a breath as I can . "I-I-I'm g-gay," I sputter out before crashing my lips to Tyler's
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TYLER'S POV?!?!??! ;D
I fight the urge to rape him right there, and push him away gently. Caleb whines a little in protest as our lips separate. He tries to latch his soft pink lips onto mine again, but I hold him back. I don't want to take advantage of my cutie, now do I?
I have to stop myself from pulling him back to me when his cheeks heat up in embarrassment. Caleb looks down, trying to cover his face with his blond halo of hair. I lift his chin up and look into his wide eyes.
Caleb's just so adorable. Yes, I always think sexual thoughts when I see him, but other times I'd be fine with just cuddling with the little fuzz ball. Cuddling. Me. *sigh*
"I'm sorry, Caleb, but I think we should wait until you're not so... squishy." I don't want him making a mistake just because he's all drugged up on emotions.
He looks up at me innocently, his pale blue eyes like glass. "S-squishy?"
"Yes. Now let's get you- us cleaned up," my shirt's covered in tears, snot, spit, you name it.
Apparently Caleb notices, because he turns bright pink. "S-sorry about your shirt," he mummers, "And the ki-kiss." His face is now burning red.
Awhh poor puppy. "It's okay, cutie," I couldn't resist, "Let's do it again sometime."
You see, I expected him to either
A) Slap me
B) Blush even more than he was before
or
C) Slap me
But never did I expect him to agree.
Caleb gives me a cute, shy smile and snuggles into my chest with a content sigh. Stunned, I slowly put my arms around him and place my chin on top of his head.
So he really is gay.
And he has to live with a homophobic family, I assume. His brother, Patrick, is in my grade and he's just as ignorant as my mother. My dad left her because of it, and now I have an amazing step-mom and step-brother.
"Let's go," I say softly. Caleb squeals like a girl when I pick him up bride style and start walking. "Stop squirming." I order to Caleb, who's failing hopelessly in my arms.
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Teen FictionWhat would you do if you were gay and lived with a VERY homophobic, religious family? Caleb is the most adorable boy you'll ever meet. At almost 17 years old, Caleb's so far in the closet, he's explored Narnia for so long, he's practically lost in...