Hello Fascination (BoyxBoy)

Hello Fascination (BxB) ch12

Recap:

"My parents kicked me out for being gay," Yes, I did tell Finny-boy about my sexuality. He's bi so I knew he wouldn't judge.

"Oh Caleb," Finny coddles and pulls me into a hug. It's nice feeling a slim body against my own. No tits like Chels and no overly hard muscles like Tyler. "You can stay here as long as you want."

Tears betray me again and I whisper, "Thanks Finny-boy."

A few minutes pass where he's just holding me and I'm just silently crying. "Tyler and I had sex and he said he regrets it and Chelsea didn't want to hear me whine about my problems to her and I still don't know how my brother will react when he finds out and I dun wanna go to school tomorrow an-"

Finny stops my rambling with a kiss.

Caleb's POV ;O

After a few seconds of shock, I quickly push Finn away from me. Tyler's the only one allowed to kiss me.

"I-I'm sorry. I don't... Tyler is... I can't," I stumble past my words. An unknown emotion passes over Finn's face. "I love Tyler and... I'm really sorry."

Before he can say anything, I rush out of the house like I've already done two other times today. His dog, Jake, whines as I click their front door shut and start walking down the sidewalk.

I really do wreck things easily. Why me? Why do I have to ruin everything? My parents hate me, no doubt in my mind about that.

Patrick will most likely smash my face in by the end of the day tomorrow.

My best friend has probably realized I'm not worth the effort to keep me happy.

Finny-boy is probably hurting and/or feeling rejected.

I bet even Tyler is fed up with my shit of a personality disorder.

He said he loved me and I pushed him away like trash. Because I'm a whiny, spoiled, bipolar screw up who probably just ruined every good relationship in his life. No more mommy or daddy or Patty. No more Chelsea, who's always had to clean up my shit. And no more Tyler who has helped me though my 'coming out' and loved me unconditionally.

Now mine and Finny's relationship will be ruined as well. Terribly awkward, yes, but it'll also make me feel like I betrayed Tyler by lending my lips to someone else, even it it wasn't my choice.

I wipe away pathetic tears and pull out my phone again. Now who to call, Danielle or Zach? Danielle, definitely. I have no clue how Zach will take me being gay and Dani teases me about staring at boys a lot so I assume she'll be okay with it.

After I texted her, telling her I'd be at her place in a few minutes, I start walking in the direction of her town house complex. A few people on the street looked at me weird, but I shrug off their stares.

Dani lives in a medium sized duplex with her little brother, Jackson, and her dad. When I knock on the door, it's Jackson who opens it, looking at me funny.

"Hey Caleb," He moves aside and I hesitantly enter.

I wiggle my fingers at him and shout, "Ayo, Jacky!" He furiously rubs the bridge of his nose and let's out an annoyed sigh. His sandy colored hair tickles his forehead as he shakes his head at me.

"You never do get normal, do you?" Normal? Am I really that... strange?

"Dani, the kid's here!" Pft, ain't no kid. Who does he think he is! No thirteen year old kid can call me a kid! That meanie.