The Same - Janoskians/Luke and Jai Brooks Fanfic

Chapter 10 - Inner Thoughts

This chapter is dedicated to anyone who's ever been in love...

Jokes this isn't that type of story fuck off if you think it is.

It's actually dedicated to all you who are reading. The cheeky little votes and comments make me smile so much, you don't even realize how much it means to me <3

Maybe I should also dedicate it to whoever has been/or is in a situation like this, with someone they love fighting for their life, stay strong beautifuls <3

~Skylar xx

P.S I would have had this chapter up earlier but WattPad decided to be nice and deleted it, so I had to write it again -.-

Luke's POV

You know when you stand up too fast, or you run for a while, then stop, then start again, and your vision goes all blurry, then all you can see is black? Well that's how I feel right now, but 100 times worse. Everything is just black and fuzzy, my eyelids are heavy and nothing will move, i'm just stuck.

I can hear perfectly though, it's just that nothing else is working. I can hear the doctors coming in, wondering why nothing's working, why i'm not waking up. I mean, my throat was just slit open, I should be awake right now.

I heard the door open, everything single muscle in my body trying to open my eyes. I heard footsteps, and felt someone's hand on my shoulder. "Hey Luke," My heart almost stopped, this was the voice i've been waiting to hear. "I know I haven't been to see you for a while, it's been 2 weeks and I just, I just can't handle seeing you like this." Everything suddenly went quiet. "Who am I kidding? You can't even fucking hear me!" He cried, slamming something down next to me, me hearing the door slam.

No Jai don't.

Please don't.

Don't give up on me.

Jai...

I mentally sighed, trying to open my eyes yet again. Why though? It was my throat, nothing else, wasn't it? Maybe dad drugged me or something before I blacked out? Or maybe it wasn't dad...

*FlashBack*

I sat in StarBucks, getting my morning buzz kick before school started. As I was standing up to get my coffee, someone bumped into me, knocking it out of my hands. "Oh shit, sorry!" He apologized. I shrugged. "You're right man, I just won't wear a jumper today."

He smiled warmly, his eyes filled with worry. "Here, let me buy you a new cup." I nodded smiling, who in there right mind would turn down a free coffee? After a little while he handed me the cup, his hands shaking a little. I don't know, this guy was acting weird, but it's like 7 o'clock, so he's probably just tired.

I sat down, him staring at me worried as I took a sip. It tasted weird, a bitter like taste, I just ignored it and took more gulps. "You seem like a good kid," He said, looking at me sadly. "Uh, thanks?" He patted me on the shoulder. "Sorry." And with that, he was gone.

*FlashBack Over*

He was acting strange, and the coffee did taste weird. Maybe he drugged me? I mean, dad is someone who would do that type of thing, organising people to do his dirty work, and him knowing that I would end up like this, not waking up. I just wanted to wake up and beat his ass, but that's a pretty hopeless wish right now.

Jai's POV

I sat in the park, looking around, hoping things were different. We got a call today, that dad had escaped from custody, so it wasn't safe for me or anyone outside. But I couldn't care less, he can do whatever the fuck he wants, all I want is Luke.