When The Lies Brush Past My Lips(My Fake Boyfriend: Book 2)

Part 11

Sienna POV-

What a lie. 'Everything will be okay' Yeah right. Nothing is ever right in my life, and I hate to sound like one of those girls who complain about how bad there life is over some little thing. I mean all my life something has happened whether it was my dad cheating, dad leaving, be in and out of hospitals since he left, having blood cancer, dealing with the symptoms (such as fainting, bloody nose, and etc.), and finding out I have a heart defect.

Bret is so oblivious to the facts. More importantly I need a new Heart.  A heart that is healthy yet not in use. Those are hard to come by. I mean not many people walk up to the hospital and say "You can use my heart. I don't have any use for it, its not like it keeps me alive". 

That's one of the reasons why I didn't care about using my moms money to ask for treatment for my cancer if I was just going to die with a heart failure.

I know I'm going to die. Its only a matter of time before I leave this earth.

Bret needs to leave me alone. He cant get any closer to me or it will hurt him more than it should when I leave. I don't want anyone to hurt to much when I go. Yeah I want to live but I believe in the 1% chance of not making it.

Everyone should I mean why get your hopes up and end up being disappointed? I mean I believe that its better to be happy at the end, not sad.

I looked over at Bret only to see him lost in the TV show I had been previously dazing into while I thought. I glanced around for my phone and saw it lying on the side table. I reached over and flipped it open.  I scrolled to the side and found my fathers number, my step-mothers, and my step-brothers. Yes I have a step-brother who happens to be 18 and lives only a few states away with, my step-mom's ex husband's new wife's 22 year old son, so basically his step-brother and my step-step brother. 

My step-brother's name is Jarod Lightning and my step-step brother's name is Logan Lightning. Both annoying and bossy.

I hesitated on if I should call them or my dad... My dad lives on the other side of the country. So I'm going to go with the idiots. Now I just have to decide which one exactly. Okay I think Logan is the more mature.

I waited as the hone rang and rang until his voice came into hearing.

"SIENNA! BABY HOW ARE YOU!" He screamed as music pounded in the back round.

"Hey Logan" I stated as the music continued to play.

"So not that I don't love you calling but why are you?" He asked as the music in the background vanished, along with any other noises.

"I need my brothers help" I state as I glance over at the now snoozing Bret. He didn't need to know about them.

"What's wrong? Sienna are you okay?"

"Of course, Logan. Its just that I was hoping I could come stay with you for a little while." I murmured. Logan didn't know about my heart problem, but he did now about my blood cancer.

"Yeah sure. When do you want to come over?"

"In a few weeks. Maybe sooner Ill let you know." I stated before saying good bye.

Now all I need to do is gain some strength back, ask one of my brothers to come get me, and leave with out anyone knowing. More important is that  mom doesn't know, and before Elijah gets back.