I got out the shower and my phone gave me the notification sound telling me that I got a message. I was looking for the number but it titled the person 'unknown' I went to go read the message. Unknown: hey babe ;) Me: who's this?! Unknown: Jason😑 Me: how in the world did you get my number?! Jason: secret. Me: what ever just don't call me😒 Jason: why, you got a boyfriend? Me: yeah, and I don't think he would like me talking to your ugly ass 😌😂 i lied. But also laughed. Jason: you know damn well you want this ugly ass😂. And he sent me a picture.
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I looked at the picture for a good few minutes before he text me again.
Jason: you still want that ugly ass😏😂 Me: no im good. Keep dreaming tho😌😒 And he didn't reply. My phone started ringing telling me someone was calling me. "Hello?" "You know you want me." I let put a sigh. "Shut up" "So you got a boyfriend?" I started laughing thinking of the lie i gave him. "Whats so funny?" He chuckled to himself. "Nothing. But yeah i have a boyfriend" i said amused. "Why you always lying, why you always lying, mmmh o my gosh!" "I'm being for real with you!" "Whats his name then." Damn. I had to think quick. "Joshua." And there was a awkward silent. "Hello?" "My brother?! Are you being serious right now?!" "Wait he's your brother?!" "YES!" he said through gritted teeth. He started to scare me as his voice got deep. But why is he getting mad?! Thats his brother. He should be proud. "I was playing J! Im sorry" and he didn't say anything. "Please forgive me? Please?" "I knew you liked me." I could hear him smirking through the phone. I then notice what i had said and smacked my head. "That didn't mean anything" "Sure it didn't" And it got silent again. "What you wearing?" I looked down and saw i was still in my towel. "A shirt and leggings" "Can I ask you something? "Sure" "You know for some reason i really like you. When i was in the studio i felt some type of connection with you, there's no girl i've been by where i felt the way i felt by you. I really want to be with you. Can you be my girl?" I was shocked by what he said i knew i was blushing from his question. "Jason. It's true you are a mouth watering guy that any girl would die for. But i need a hard working man who would come home from a long day of work and kiss his wife and kids. I want to see a future with a guy. I don't want to be known as one of the bïtches that you fùcked then ducked. And by how our conversation been going i can tell your not the one." He let out a sigh. "Then Change me. I don't want to stay the same. Your right i am one of the guys that fück'em and duck'em. But help me change. I can't change out of the blue, i need someones help. And if you do change me and we don't work out, the next girl wouldn't have to worry about my past. And if you want a future, i want to be apart of it. I want to be the first one to hear your pregnant by me. I want to be the one you first go to, to tell your problems or secrets. I just want you and only you." I thought about what he said. It was deep. But all guys say those words. I remember when my first lover said that sentence. 'I want you and only you' but at the end he broke my heart. Could i really trust this guy with my heart? Could i risk getting the little pieces of my heart broken 100x smaller again? Would he be able to love me with the horrible past i've had? Would he be able to pick up the broken pieces my ex left behind? These unanswered questions where circling my brain. Then a tear slid down my face. "Jason. Give me time to think" Before he could say anything i hung up. I jumped on my bed and hugged my pillow and cried. Every time i thought about Jason i cried harder. Then i thought about my past now i was crying uncontrollably. These were the days i wish i had someone to talk to. Someone to hug, someone to cry on. And i had no one. I texted Jason. Me: send me your address. Jason: 4432 Hollygrove cir. I went and got dressed and left to go to his house. After 20 minutes of driving i finally arrived. Knock knock-! I ran up to him and hugged him tight and cried on his shoulder. He hugged me back and held me tight. "Whats wong?!" I cried harder. I felt him move then sit down. I cried for 5 more minutes before i looked him in the eye's. "What wrong?" He had sympathy eye's for me. "I don't know. What you said on the phone went deep inside me." He then looked away from me. "Were they true? What you said?" I felt the tears stinging my eye's trying to fall out. He looked at me real quick and answered. "Yes it was true. Don't you believe i want to be with you? Did you take any of my words seriously?!" "Yes. But will you stay faithful to what you said?" "Man. I promise on my grandma." "Then yes" "yes what?" I leaned in slowly and kissed him. It was a long passionate kiss. I felt goose bumps grow on my arm. "Yes i want to be your girlfriend" i smiled. He smiled with me, then kissed me once more.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well Vanessa got her self a man now. Lets see if Jason will do his job? Will he fail?
