Vanessa's P.O.V
I woke up the next morning feeling my core really sore. I tried getting up but Jason's arm was preventing me from doing so. "Let go!" And I felt his grip get tighter. "Don't leave then." I let out a sigh. "I can't promise you that." He then pulled me to his chest. "Please Vanessa." He had pleading eyes. "Give me time to think." "Well you weren't saying that yesterday!" His voice level started increasing. "Jason you better watch your you voice tone for me. And what happened yesterday was at a given moment. And because we had sex doesn't mean I forgive you." He then got up. "I'm going to ask one more time. Pleas forgive me." "Well I'm going to say it another time. I need time to think." He jumped on the bed and slid his fingers in me. I let out a gasp. "We'll see if your gonna say that after I'm done with you." He said in my ear. This is a trick Vanessa! Don't fall for it. I took his fingers out of me even though I knew deep inside I wanted him to continue. I hurried to the bathroom and shut the door. I hurried and locked it. "Yo open the door!" He knocked hard. Now how am I going to escape this place. I heard a sound on the door. It sounded as if he was sliding on the door to sit down. "Look Vanessa I know I fücked up with you and I'm sorry. I really love you." "If you really 'love' me you would have thought about my feelings." It stayed quiet. "Why are most men like you. You can cheat on a woman so easily but when they do the same you want start bullshït saying you can't Fück with girls and stuff." I wasn't really a person to curse but I'm angry and hurt. "Your just like my ex. I thought I loved him. I did every sacrifice just to show I love him just to see him happy. He would say he loves me too but....." I started to cry at the huge mistake I've made in the past. Why was I so stupid at that time?! "But.... He went and cheated on me numerous times! But I kept forgiving him. You know your very smart Jason. You picked a stupid girl like me so you can say you love them when really you want to break their heart! Did you know I'M GOING TO THERAPY JUST TO KEEP MY SANITY. I WAS SO AFRAID YOU WOULD BREAK MY HEART BECAUSE OF HOW CRAZY I AM AND HOW MY PAST WAS. I TRIED PICKING UP THE BROKEN PIECES I HAD BEING AFRAID YOU COULDN'T PICK THEM UP. AND MAN THOES PIECES HURTED EVERY TIME I TRIED PICKING THEM UP!" I went into his drawer by the sank and saw a razor. I haven't done this in a long time. I looked at my thigh. I closed my eyes and took in the pain. This was the only way to get away from every thing. I kept going. I accidentally cut one of the wounds that I cut already and I winced in pain. "Vanessa open the door!" I ignored him and continued cutting. "Vanessa! Please baby!" And he banged hoping I would open. I started feeling dizzy. I looked down at all the dripping blood and I felt myself starting to doze off. I laid on the ground and heard the door knocking. It started to sound more distant from me. "I love you Jason." I whispered. And I blacked out.
Jason's P.O.V
I kept knocking on the door but I didn't hear her. I started to get worried. "Vanessa! I know your mad. Just open the door or say something so I can know your okay!" And it stayed quiet. I started feeling something was bad. I backed away from the door and ran into it and the door bust open. I looked on the ground and saw blood coming form Vanessa's thigh. I bent down and started shaking her. "Vanessa baby! Stay with me!" I felt tears rolling down my eyes. "Vanessa!" I shook her some more. I checked for her pulse and couldn't feel anything. I cried harder. What the Fück am I going to do. I started getting into a panic attack. I picked her up and saw a razor fall out her hand. I didn't have time to pay it attention. I ran down the stairs and into my car. I put her in my backseat and went to the drivers seat. "Lord I know I've done you and her wrong but I need her Lord. Please be with her." I prayed as I was driving at 87 mph. I passed a couple red lights. And I finally made it. I ran into the hospital with her. "Help somebody." And doctors and nurses surrounded me. They got her on the bed and started leaving with her. I followed. "Sir you need to stay here." "That's my girl. She needs me!" I yelled in his face. "I'm going to have to call security." I turned around and sat in the waiting room. Such a bitch. I mumbled to myself. I felt someone staring at me and I turned around and saw a familiar face. "I could have sworn I've seen you before." She smile before she said. "You have." I went through my memory. "IHOP girl." It sounded funny when I said it. "Yep. Why are you here anyway?" "Ummm........ I don't want to talk about it but my girlfriend got hurt." I said looking down. "Is that her blood on your shirt?" I looked down and noticed. I shook my head as I felt myself cry. She slid closer to me and pulled me into a hug. I hugged her back and cried on her shoulder. "I think she would want you to be strong." "You don't get it. It's my fault that she's here right now!" "What are you trying to say?" "I cheated on her and...... She hurt herself." I held her tighter and cried even more. I got up because I didn't want people looking at me. I sat down and cleared my throat. "Why are you here?" "My Bestfriend. She feel on her knee cap." "Dang. I hope she feels better." "Thanks. I hope your girlfriend feels better also." She said the last part low. "Vanessa's family?" I looked up and the doctor was looking for her family. I guess it's me by myself. "Yes sir." "Vanessa went through a lot of struggle trying to stay alive. She had to get stitches on one of her cuts because it was deep. It seems as if the sharp item she had cut her twice." "Thank you so much doc. God bless you." I thank God. "Am I able to see her today?" "Yes but we've done some background checks on her and she kinda has a mental disorder due from trauma. So we handcuffed her to the bed." What?! My sweet Vanessa?! "Okay. I'm okay with that. What room?" "212." "Thanks." An i hurried to her room. I opened the door slowly and saw her sitting there. She seems like she was thinking. I walked in slowly and she saw me. "NO!!" And she started going crazy on the bed. I then remembered she was handcuffed to the bed so I started approaching her. And moved closer. "There's no need to loose all your strength. Just calm down baby. Deep breath in and out." She tried doing so and she eventually calmed down. I got on both knees. "I am so sorry Vanessa for causing all of this to happen. At first I really didn't wand to tell you but I didn't want to be known as that lying guy. Even though the truth hurt I had to do it for the both of us." Her nose started to flare knowing she was reaching her breaking point. "Your so fücking lucky they looked at my background. If they didn't you would've seen your self in HELL!" I then looked down. "That's the place you see me in?" "Yeah." Then I heard the door open and Adam walked in. "You son of a bïtch!" And I saw him run towards me with a fist. While he was beating me up he said some words also. "So you think it's cool to play with her." And 3 punches after that. I then threw my right hand to his left cheek an he got off guard. I took that time to continue. "Stop it you two!" And I immediately stopped. "It's obvious both of you guys can't fight." She let out a laugh. Adam finally got up and gave me a death glare. "Are you okay angle." He went and hugged her. "Yeah I'm fine. Thanks." "I'm sorry Vanessa." She ignored me and continued talking to Adam. "So your gonna ignore me and talk to him which isn't even a boyfriend." "At least I know he will treat me better then the boyfriend I was suppose to have. And from this day on your not my boyfriend I'm not your girlfriend. You do you I'll do me." "You know what. I'm done asking for your forgiveness. Fück you!" And I stormed out the room. While I was leaving the IHOP girl caught up with me. "What's wrong?" "I really don't feel like talking." As I continued to walk. "I can probably make you feel better." Knowing what she was talking about I grabbed her hand and went to my car. I drove off knowing I was gonna get some püssy.
Vanessa's P.O.V
I was shocked at what he said. I felt a tear trying to escape but my mom always told me. 'Don't cry over a sorry man.' I started chuckling to myself. Then the door opened again. And who do I see? Rachel. Looking mad. "So what the hell happened this time?!" "Don't tell her. I'll tell her for you." Adam said and walked outside with her. Rachel was like my second mother when my real one died. She helped me through the hardest times. After a while they came back in and she ran up to me and hugged me. "I'm so sorry. Now who's the guy I gotta kill."
