I woke up in the arms of Jason. He was sleeping. Thank God. I slowly and steadily got up without waking him. I was in so much agony but I forced myself into the bathroom. I closed the door quietly, locked it and walked up to the mirror. What does he see In me? As I scanned my face. "I'm precious?" I repeated his words. I scanned my body in the mirror once again and something caught my eye. I saw red purple bruises. I touched it gently and and felt a little pain. How could he do this to me. As I felt myself about to cry. This is pretty much my fault that I'm in so much pain. I went by the shower and turned the water on, to hot. I stepped in and let the water touch every part of my skin. The water was so reliving, I felt my body get more relaxed every second. I only stayed for 5 minutes before I decided I couldn't stand any more so I was going to make myself a bath. I did the usual thing and stepped my foot in and let out a breath of relief. I don't know how long I've been in the shower but I heard loud banging on the door. I got out the tub cautiously and walked to the door whimpering. I opened the door and saw Jason. "Are you okay?" I chuckled sarcastically and said. "Yeah Jason, I'm perfectly fine. The burning rod didn't hurt at all." As I limped back to the bathtub. "Don't you fucking blame this on me. You gave me permission." "How in the fucking world would I know that the shit you do includes burning. The worst thing is, is that this is my first time, but you chose something that would leaving a fucking mark! Aren't you the one that said 'your too precious.' But you still chose to mark me up. If you really need this shit to be your way of releasing stress than your with the wrong person. Now get the fuck out my face and let me enjoy my bath." As I massaged my lower abdomen. He gave me a type of look and left. I know I might be falling for him and all but I'm not tolerating that bullshït. I finished up my bathe and got out. I went into the bedroom and didn't see Jason. I heard a familiar voice and Jason talking. I hurried and put on Jason's shirt and some sweats with a little mist of perfume. And tied my hair in a high ponytail. I went down the stairs slowly due to the cause of pain. I made a right and saw the human being I thought I would never see. All I did was stop in my tracks and stare at him. He had that tempting smirk that drove me crazy. I looked at the floor and walked in the kitchen to get orange juice. "So your girl don't say hello to her guests?" I looked at Jason and he gave me that look, that gestured me to say hi. "Hi." I said dryly. And walked past him. I went to the living room and turned on the t.v. Jason and his 'friend' sat on the couch beside me. I felt 'him' staring at me. "I'm gonna get some chips and drinks. Be right back." I continued watching the basketball game and I could still feel him staring at me. "You know you got more beautiful." My heart started to flutter but i tried to keep my composure. I then heard a little laugh. "What." As I looked at him. "I can't believe I can sill make you feel that way." I rolled my eyes and continued watching the game. "I know he's my Bestfriend and all but he's not going to steal my girl." Before I could ask what he meant by that Jason came in with the food and drinks. We all reached and grabbed some Doritos but I felt Kemars hand touch me. I tried ignoring him all through the game but he was very tempting to me. The game was finally over and the heat won.. like always. As I was about to head back up stairs I felt someone tug at my arm. "I don't get a good bye?" "Bye." I said nicely. "Hey babe can you walk Kemar outside please I have an important phone call." I looked at him and put on a fake smile. "Sure." Kemar and I started walking out the door and off to his car. "Do you love him?" I was caught off guard with the question that I somehow was going to choke. "Ummmm.......... I really don-" "that's a no. So you can take me back." He looked at me. "Uhh. Kemar, I just HATE this feeling you have on me. I don't hate you but I hate the feeling that keeps hanging on to me. I'm trying to move on not go backwards." "Don't you think I go through it too? Don't you think its hard for me to focus on something without you popping into my head! I hate it too. Vanessa, I've changed. I've changed because I had hope. I never knew I thought I would ever see you to show you the new man I am. It's hard Vanessa, I need you." He looked everywhere but into my eyes. When he does that, that means he's about to cry or he's very vulnerable at this moment. "Kemar. You will always be my first love but no matter how much you try I'm not leaving Jason for you. We gave each other our heart I don't want to break his." "You can't break his but you can break mines." As he scoffed. I saw a tear roll down his cheeks. "I'm sorry." I turned around and headed for my house. "Vanessa no! You were the first girl that I said I love you to and meant it." I just kept going and got into the house. I saw Jason was still on the phone talking looking pissed. He hung up and looked at me. "What's wrong?" "Kanye just called me and said he needs help writing a last minute song." As he sighed. "So your leaving?" "Yeah but it's only for a week. But the thing is, I have to leave tonight." I really didn't want him to go but a job is a job. "Alright. I'll see you Monday then." He looked shocked by my response that he said "so you don't care that I'm leaving tonight?" "No not really. Now hurry up and get flying. You know how Kanye is." He hurried and packed a small suitcase and was out the house. Well a whole week to myself. How... Great.
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Kemar in the picture thing😂
