Saying Goodbye

Chapter 5

"Hey honey"my mums said as I walked in

"Hi"I said whipping my tears

"Is everything okay."her face turned gray.

"No I can't take it anymore I haven't told you but me and Brianna haven't been talking and I went out with a doche bag and I ditched Josh and I..."I cried

She held me tightly

"I knew all along."she whispered "stay with Josh he's good for you,he needs you and you need him"

I knew everything she was saying was right.

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Me:listen Josh,I'm so so sorry I didn't believe you and I was wrong I left you and it won't happen again 💖xx
Seen at 7:30pm

Me:hey josh me again please phone me I have to tell you some thing 💖xx

Josh blocked you
At 8:20pm
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It's was Monday morning

Josh was not talking to me so it looked like I was walking

I stuck on jeans and a top and headed out my nerves were all over the place I had no one to talk to.

As I Walked through the doors

Josh walked past

I ran after him

"Josh wait!"I shouted

"I'm not playing your stupid games Katy Stay away from me"he shouted in anger by this point he was out in the schools front yard area

"I know I messed up but people make mistakes"I cried

"Yes they do"a familiar voice said from behind

It was Brianna

"Sorry I was late baby"she said

And walked up to Josh kissing his cheek

A shock wave ran through my cold body

"Wow really going for Josh to make me jealous"I argued

"LEAVE HER ALONE KATY LEAVE US ALONE!"Josh shouted

My heart broke

They walked off and Josh pulled Bri away

What have I done

Why can't I take back time

I was such an IDOT!

Damit!

I deserve this all of this

Chelsea wouldn't be proud of me

I closed my eyes and I tried to hear her voice

Even if it was in my imagination

"Tell Josh you love him"Chelsea whispered

I opened my eyes in shock

"Chelsea" I screamed

"Chelsea where are you"I shouted louder

"I know your alive please"

I felt dizzy and u swayed back and fourth

I seen colours form around the objects In the yard

"Kat...."mr fuzz shouted

Everything was black
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"I think we need to get her home"a voice whispered

I slowly opened my eyes to reveal a small white room

I looked up and saw Josh Brianna was not with him but I looked around to be sure.

"Are we done here?"Josh asked irritated

I sat up in fury

"Okay I get it your mad at me but you don't need to be so.."

"Horrible?"josh interrupted

I nodded

"You were so mean to me the first years of high school I learned to forgive you but then you went and did it again"he cried

"So I guess this is my payback huh?"I asked

"Well yeah"he replied

"Friends?"I asked

His face went white

"Listen I.."

"I love you Josh"I said lovingly.

What did I just do

OMG