Saying Goodbye

Chapter 4

Dear diary,
I don't really do this kinda thing but whatever here goes so I have being having such an amazing time with Brandon we got pizza for lunch and he dropped me off at school that's morning basically what I'm trying to say is that I'm happy.
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What does one where to a date with a hot guy?

Jeans?

Nah

I want to be bold

I know!

I closed my diary and hid it inside my pillow case

I then grabbed a few clothing items and shoved them on my bed

I picked a black skater skirt
A black tank top
My timberland boots
A red flannel shirt
And a really cute choker
And French braided my hair

Finally!

Suddenly the car horn beeped I ran out side

But to my surprise it wasn't Brandon it was Josh!

"Hey!"I called over to him

There was no reply

As I walked closer

He lifted up a blue hoodie

"You left this"he said not making eye contact

"Oh gosh it's nice to see you too"I sarcastically hoping he would pull me in for a cuddle and forget about what happened

"Save your jokes for Brandon I guess you've been lured in by him,you do know he's looking for information on the....incident"he still didn't make eye contact

I felt a wave of anger sore through my body

"How dare you!"I screamed "liar!"

"It's true I over heard him talking to his pals." He smirked "and I thought you were smart,he's had a huge crush on the schools news reporter for along time why do you think he wants info so he can tell her and impress her" he threw my hoodie in my arms

I was so angry tears streamed down my face

"You haven't replied to my texts you've ignored my calls"I complained

"Yeah well you left me again you left me alone I mean I'm only trying to protect you I wouldn't care less if you went of with a guy who wasn't a liar"he cried

"Your the liar not him,you!" I argued

"Bye Katy"he said calmly and like that he had drove away

I sat on my step and rested my hands on my head

What have I done?

I've ruined everything

All I wanted was Chelsea

I felt a warm hand rich mine

I looked up

To my relief it was Brandon

"Hey hey there now"he lifted me up "what's going on?"

"Everything"I cried

He held me close resting his head on mine

"Why don't we chill at my place I mean it's not as cool as a cinema but it's a lot more quieter and peaceful"he asked

"I'd love that"I jumped into his arms and he carried me to the car

We sat in the car and u rested my head against the cold window

I didn't mind because it was cooling my warm face caused by the tears

As we arrived at the house he set up some popcorn and put on a movie and we cuddled up.

"Can I ask you something?"he paused the movie

"Yeah go ahead"I said

"Do you know what happened to Chelsea and how do you feel About it?"

What!!

Josh wasn't lying he is looking for info!!

No this can't be happening!

My face went red with anger

"You invited me here and faked a relationship with to get information didn't you!"I questioned him

"Well..."he nervously fidgeted

"That's what I thought"tears streamed down my eyes "don't bother contacting me again!"

As I left he tried to apologise but I ignored him

I cried the whole way home I knew I would have to tuff up but I just couldn't

I lost everyone,