So Confused....

Introduction

I woke up from loud crying and arguing. I opened the door to see my mother on the floor crying and holding her face.

Get the fuck up Mary.! My dad yelled pulling my mother off the floor by her hair.

Stop it Joe.! She cried. I watched him as he beat her. Every hit made me jump and cry.

Go to your room.! My dad yelled at me pushing me to the floor. I got up and ran over to my mom to help her but he picked me up and carried me to my room throwing me on the bed slamming the door behind him. He smacked me so hard i felt fire. "You need to be taught a lesson.!" he said licking his lips. He pulled off my shorts and dropped on top of me pulling his self out.

Get the fuck off of her or I'll kill you dead.! My mother warrened as she bussed in the room right before he took advantage of me. He did what she said and got up before they started going at it again. I closed and locked my door and opened my window. I ran up the fire escape and knocked on my bestfriend Zion window.

Zion was tall, brownskin, tattoos all over his body, he had dark green hazel honey eyes, short curly hair, and a bangin body he was so fine ans to top him off he was one of the popular kids at school i never talked to anybody or had friends but he always made sure i ate, and had a good night's worth of sleep when my parents were fighting. He opened his window and wiped my tears. He was the only person who knew me, the real me at that. He was the only one who knew the life i lived and cared for me.

You good.? He asked opening his arms for me to lay down in the covers with him. I nodded my head and layed down. You sure.?! He asked in his sleepy voice

He tried to rape me again! I said low enough for him to hear as i bussed out in tears.

He what.?! He yelled.! Im sure after that he woke his whole house hold up. I got nervous nobody ever knew we layed together. Both our parents would kill us. I mean i was 14 and he was 16 so yeah right and Zions parents already knew he was sexually active.

Be quiet.!

No.! London this has gone on two many times i let the first and second time go but this shit is outta control London..!

I know i don't know what to do.

Look you gone have to let me tell my mom.! She would let you stay here.!

Not in the same bed with you.

At least you be safe.! London i love you and would never let anything happen to you.! If i gotta kill him i will.! He said walking over and grabbin a gun out a shoe box.

Where you get that.?

Don't worry about it.! Just know i can and will protect you if i have to.!

Thank you Zi but i can't have him kilt he is my father still.

No he's a drunk pedophile.! No father tries to rape his daughter. Look i won't shoot if you leave.!

Where am i gonna go.?

Here, tell my mom she can help you.

Its not as easy as you think.

It is.! London i love you and if something was to happen to you i don't know what i'll do.! He said walking over to me. He placed his hands on the side of my face as we looked into each others eyes. He leaned in and kissed me slowly. His lips were so soft lime every girl said. He leaned me back getting on top of me as our kiss became deeper. He rubbed hi as hands up my shirt massaging my braless tittis. He took my shirt off and goosebumps filled my skin. He kissed my neck removing my shorts. I started to get nervous and scared. I never had sex before and Zion knew that. He never tried anything we never even kissed. He licked his way to my inner thighs as he licked and sucked on my pussy lips. I gave a slight moan as my fingers ran across his hair. He spreaded my legs apart as far as they went and he began to eat me out. I twist and turned as he went harder holding me down so i couldn't move.!