So Confused....

Chapter 1

(LONDON IN THE M.M.)

10YEARS LATER.....

I laid in my mom bed not wanting to get up for work.!

London.! My mom yelled from down the stairs.

Im up.! I yelled back. I rolled my eyes and got up. I went to the bathroom to freshing up and change into my work uniform. I did yard work with my mom.! She had a nice lil business planting gardens and shit. She payed me 800 a week to help her. I didn't complain because i liked the money.

After my dad died on an over dose a couple years back my mom got healthy and moved us to Texas to have a fresh start. I wasn't gonna move but Charity mom passed away and she came with us. That was really my sister.! Gloria moved down here 3 years ago to be with us so she could go to college with us.

Ma! I called out walking downstairs. She was standing on the porch talking to some lady smiling and laughing. I really didn't care.

My phone started ringing and it was a text from my dude Chris. I met Chris 4 years ago and we been together every since. "Can you get outta work.?"

"No".! I texted back.

"See thats' that shit i be talkin about you dont never have time for me 😠😠😟😟😟" he texted.

"Shut up cry baby we was just together.! Okay but im horny.!"

"What you want me to do.?! Im dieing a virgin.!" i haven't had sex since the first time with Zion.! I vowed to myself i would never have sex again unless im married another nigga wasn't about to play me again. Fuck me tell me he loved me than disappeared only fuck boys do shit like that and im straight!

"Wow oh my Godddddd.! Can i atleast see you tonight.?!"

"Gotta study midterms tomorrow.!''

"Man whatever.!"

I rolled my eyes than exit out my messages. He acted like a damn baby. He go days without talkin to me fuck was the problem.?

Come on.! My mom said locking the door. You going home tonight.?

Why you don't want me to stay here.?

Hell no you needa go and get you some because yo cranky ass.!

Maaaaaa.!

For real.! You 24 now i can say that to you plus you need it whats yo friend name...

Chris.?

Yeah him you needa go see him about a snake in the garden.! She said laughin before getting in her car. I got in my car turning the music up loud and pulling off before her. She always got mad when i did that. I pulled up to the site before her. And Charity called me..

Yo yo yooooo! I said answering.

Bitch.! Whet.?! Charity said laughing.

What.?!

What you doing.?!

Nun waiting on mommy slow ass.! What you doing.?

Nun looking for something to wear tonight.

Mmmhmm where yo fast ass going.?!

Girl to the Kappa party Royce want me to come threw.!

We got class tomorrow miss.

Check ya email boo.!

Its canceled.?! I asked excitedly.

Yeahhh.! No fuckin saturday school we gone take the test monday instead.