So Confused....

Chapter 12

I walked around this really nice venu for my bakery. Yes i finally decided what i wanted to own. A bakery.! I loved to bake i made all types of things from cakes, pies, cupcakes, little delicious treats.

So what do you think.? Mr.Johnson asked as he came into the main room. The shop was small but very big.

I'll take it.! I said excitedly. London's Treats was now in a making. I called my mom to tell her and i wanted to higher her as the gatdenest for the front outside of the store. By the windows there where long rows of dirt and a hook on each side of the door for flower plants to hang. She was so excited for me i could hear her smiling threw the phone. I hung up and called the stylist my place will be up and ready for opening in 2 weeks. I gathered my things and headed to my car.

London.? I heard a female voice ask in excitement. I turned around to see Aliesha Curry running towards me.

Heyyy.! I sang with open arms hugging her.

How are you.? She asked smiling.

Im great, im gonna be opening my new bakery soon.

Oh how exciting.! Listen im having a little party tonight for Steph. You should come.

I don't know.

Please girl! I need at least one person im comfortable with there.

I gave a lil laugh rolled my eyes and said "okay.!" she got excited jumping up and down hugging me. I hugged her back and she gave me her number and the address.

Since i was already up town where celebrities and the rich people shopped i figured i look for something to wear. I went into a couple stores.

Hello! I said as i answered my ringing phone.

Hey bitch.! Charity said on the other line.

Oh now you wanna talk to me.... I said bitter.

Oh my God, jealousy is an ugly trait.!

Im straight..

Whatever. What you doing.?

Nothing looking for something to wear.! I said as i walked into Polo. I started to look around.

Where you going.?!

Aisha Curry invited me to her lil party tonight you tryna come.?

Hell yeah.!

Ight it start at 8 but you know me im probably not gonna leave til like 9.

Okay yeah I'll be ready by than.

Ight ima call you later.

Okay bye. I hung up and picked out this cute pink and gray Polo sweat suit. It was so cute. I grabbed a white low v neck polo shirt to go with it. This was perfect. I was gonna wear my white and pink Jordan 12's that just came out. I left and went on the west side to my favorite salon. I was gonna get a wash and set and let them curl me up.

ZION P.O.V.

Hey baby are you going to Steph party tonight.? Kate asked me from the bathroom.

I don't know, why.?

I was just asking. I wanted to go but if your not than i guess i wont.

I might slid threw.

Okay let me know.!

I grabbed my phone and unlocked it. I really needed to change my screensaver it was a picture of London. Her smooth brown skin. Her perfect light brown eyes, the hair fell from her face just right her smile was so perfect and her teeth was so white. The sexy way she sat with her black lace bra and lace thong and her black robe coming off her shoulder just perfect. Everything about her was so perfect. My baby! God i missed this girl i swear i did. I haven't seen her in over 2 months. I know she dont want shit to do with me ever but i cant live without her. I cant marry this girl because i know thats not where my heart was. I been in love with London since the moment i met her. I swear but i couldn't get out of my player ways. I always did tell myself i was gonna marry her but every time i keep getting her i fuck it up shit dont even last a month. I locked my phone and put it back on the charger. I jumped in the shower. I got out dried than lotion down. I put on a pair of Polo draws. A pair of dark jean Rock Revivals, a t shirt and a white polo v neck shirt to show off my tattoos. I slipped on my all black jordan 12's. And grabbed my keys and phone. Kate was already gone so i left out and headed to the club. When i walked in i was greeted by so many. Everybody was up in here from basketball players to, rappers, and the local thots. But out of everybody in here one person caught my eyes. I seen she was headed to the bathroom so i pushed my way threw the crowed and grabbed her arm. She looked at me with so much hatred. I felt like she was burning holes threw my skin. She was looking so sexy in the outfit she had on and she was so sexy when she was mad. She made my dick jump with just a glance.

Do i know you.? She asked so seriously.

Come on London don't act like this please.

Like what.? we gonna act like shit cool and it really aint.

I aint sayin that.

What is you sayin.?

That i miss you.!

She gave a lil laugh before she spoke...... "Something told my ass not to fuckin come here tonight.!"

So thats it you just gone play me.?

Oh like you did me.?! Fuck you Zion for real.! You shit on me 24/7.

And im fuckin sorry London what the fuck else do you want me to do.?

Stop talking to me leave me alone this isn't what we agreed on.

We didn't agree on shit thats what yo stupid simple minded ass came up on i aint agree on shit.! Im not fuckin goin any where.

Thats what you said last time and look 2 months later.

Because you make shit so hard and take things the wrong fuckin way.

Meee.? You.! You say shit and im just suppose to be dumb for you and be like oh well he really doesnt wanna be with me sooooo im still gonna stay.

No im not sayin that.....

Im not about to keep arguin with you Zion im done. She said turning and i grabbed her arm. I pulled her into the bathroom and locked the door. I was about to fuck the shit outta her. I know she aint been getting no dick and this 10 years of frustration built up.

Let me out.! She demanded.

Nah. Strip.!

What.?

Strip now london.! She rolled her eyes and folded her arms. Always fuckin bein difficult. I said pissed off. I grabbed her picking her up pulling her clothes off quickly before she faught me. I licked and sucked on her pussy lips. She let out very soft cute moans. It was making my dick hard. I nibbled on her clit making her legs shake and she got weak cummin all over my tongue. I pulled her to the edge of the counter and slid in her.

Stop.! She moaned putting her hands over her face. I ignored her and kissed her. Stop.! She mubbled against my lips and i did. She jumped up fixing herself with full tears coming down her face. I cant do this.! You always fucking me and just leaving me. That makes me feel low As Fuck i can't do this.! Stop doing it to me its not fair. I love you and take this shit seriously you can not keep doing this to me.! She cried before leaving the bathroom.

London.! I yelled after her but she was long gone. I walked out the bathroom and headed up to VIP so much shit was just running threw my head.