So Confused....

Chapter 4

Gloria.! I called out walking in her dorm room.

In here! She said from her bedroom. I walked to her bedroom and she was sitting on her bed. I sat next to her. I gave her the bag of goodies she asked for. Thanks she said giving me a side hug.

You welcome girl you know i got you.! I said with a smile. She turned on her tv and i looked up to see the same exact flowers Chris tried to give to me two days ago sitting on her dresser.

These pretty, Chris tried to give me these same exact flowers two days ago.! I said walking to them.

Oh girl.! I found them.

"Too My Baby London Love Chris💙" i read to myself off the card. These my flowers! But its a card in here.! I said taking it out. They are mine.! I said looking at her.

Well ummm I found them and Chris said they where his but i could have them.! She said not taking her eyes off the tv.

Mmm oh okay i gotta go.! I said grabbing my purse and quickly leaving. I walked to the other dorms where the boys dorms was i knocked hard as hell on Chris door. He came out closing the door behind him.

Whats up baby! He said with a sly smile.

You gave Gloria my flowers.?! I asked with anger.

What are you talkin about.

My flowers the ones you tried to give me yeah them you gave them to her!

Why does that matter.?

Because they were mine.!

Were yours.! You aint want them remember.?!

Thats sick Chris real sick and you wonder why i dont wanna be with you.

Naw you don't wanna be with me because that dumb ass nigga you fuckin.

What.??? I aint fuckin nobody.!

Yeah ight thats real fucked up because i actually love you London and you do me dirty for some fuck boy for real i hope he treat you right!

Chris im not fuckin him or with him why don't you believe me.?

Because i don't now bye.!

Why do you treat me like this.?! Like you hate me what did i ever do to you.?!

Nothing.! You don't fuck me, you don't pay me no attention, its always about you.! Look i got somethin i was doing I'll holla at you whenever. He said going back in his room and locking the door. I wiped my fallen tears and walked away. I felt stupid. I felt betrayed i treated Chris like a damn king and he knew that everybody did. Attention was all i gave him plus all my love and time when i had it.

I turned the corner and there stood another heart breaking view. Zion was standing kissing and hugging this girl Ashley. I aint really like that bitch because she was a hoe.

Ight baby I'll see you tonight for our date.! Tell yo mom i said hi and i miss her.! She said as she pulled away from him. Zion looked up at me like he seen a ghost. He nodded his head and she kissed him again before she walked off. I wiped my tears because they was coming down hard now. He started to walk towards me but he stopped shook his head than, turned back around walking away.

I cried until i got home. My emotions was taking a toll on me. I was so emotional this past week i just wanted to shower and go to sleep and let my life go back to normal before Zion came back into it.