So Confused....

Chapter 2

(Zion in the M.M. but he a lil darker)

I woke up with a sore body, Chris beat the hell outta me last night because he thought i was cheating on him. I explained that me and Zion was just childhood friends nothing more nothing less. I got up to go shower. Hoping the hot water would eas the aches. I dried lotioned down than brushed my teeth. I put on my robe and went back to my room. I took my robe off and laid it on my bed.

Damn.! Yo body got even better. I heard a male voice. I jumped so quick turning around to see Zion standing in my doorway with his arms folded licking his lips. I hurried up and covered my body and he rolled his eyes. He came in sitting on my bed closing the door. You acting like i aint never seen yo body before.

What the hell are you doing here.?!

What happened to your face.? He asked standing over me. He had to atleast be 6'5 by now. He started getting mad at my silence. Did he fuckin hit you.?! He asked making me jump.

Why do you care.?!

Because i love you.! The fuck is you makin shit so hard for right now.?!

Because you don't.! And yes he hit me its not your problem so don't worry about it.

Yo son, you dead ass right now.?!

I didn't answer..... I wanted to jump on him hug him and kiss him but i also wanted to kill him.

Im fuckin talkin to you London Ra'nae.! He yelled calling me by my first and middle name like he always did when i made him mad or it was a serious issue.

What else is there to say.?

Why you let him put his hands on you.? Your not stupid.! What the fuck happened to you can handle yourself.?

Im not your problem so leave me alone damnnn.!

NO.! What don't you get.? I left you once and i aint tryna do it again.

What ever... If you wouldn't of left me i wouldn't of had to protect myself.

My dad had cancer we couldn't afford our apartment no more so we had to move to Detroit with my aunt. We aint have no money we was completely broke until i started hustlin i made a couple bands got my mom a job out here and we been here since my dad died last year so quit acting like im such a bad person. I was 16 and didn't have a choice London! When my mom knocked on my door that morning and you left she told me to start packin my shit that's why i aint never meet you at the bus stop or went to school we left that day.

Im....

Save it.! You so quick to jump in yo feelins about shit but dont give a damn to how i fuckin feel. And on top of that i come here to see you got a dude and he putting his hands on you, your not stupid i taught you better than that.! Im pissed off because i fuckin need you and you so ready to just throw the fact that i left yo ass in my face.

Zion! I cried...

He wiped my tears and pulled me into his arms. He leaned over kissing me with all the love and passion that was built up over the 10 years.!

I'm sorry.! I mubbled against his lips.

You straight. He said kissing me again. Why you let him hit you.? I feel like this shit my fault.

Its not, he does it all the time.

What do you mean Londan.?

This like his 3rd or 4th time hitting me its always because of me doing stupid shit its my fault.

That dont mean he has the right to put his hands on you Londan.

Im fine Zion lets just drop it and leave it alone please!

This not something i can just let go, the person i love, in love with has a so called boyfriend who puts his hands on her. I can't sit here like i dont know what's up and watch you go threw this alone.

You still love me.?

With all my heart. I never stopped.

I love you to.! But Zion i can't leave him.

Why not? You love his bum ass.?

I nodded my head shamefully.