So Confused....

Chapter 15

I looked down at my beautiful ring replaying Zions proposal. I really did love the man and could see myself with him forever.

Baby.? Zions voice filled the room.

Yes.?! He crawled on top of me he was looking so good in his suit and tie. He was leaving today because the team had to go back.

You gonna fly out in a couple days.?

Yes.? I just have to see if my mom would run the shop while im with you. But how is this suppose to work out Zion i dont want you to go.!

I know but i have to. We have a game tomorrow night. I'll call you every day all day you know that baby.

Its not the same.

I know but shit we gotta do what we gotta do. Would you consider moving with me.?

I dont know Zion i cant just up and leave Texas. Not with my business going great.

We gonna have to work something out. I mean you gone be my wife right.?

Hell yeah.!

Okay than. Just think about somethin im sure we can come up with somethin.

Yeah. You ready.?

Yeah. He got up and i slipt on my uggs he grabbed his bags and we left out. He drove to the airport so he could meet up with his team. I got out and met him around at the trunk. I wrapped my arms around his waist and held him tight looking up into his eyes. I can't believe i was gonna be marrying the man of my dreams.

Be good while you out there.

Aint i always?

No.! Don't make me regret saying Yes.!

Man whatever its already to late you said yes. So its till death do us apart home girl.!

Yeah whatever we in texas its legal to kill ya husband here.!

Say word.?!

Word.!

Well that case its over.! He said trying to take the ring off my finger playfully.
I hit him in his chest making him laugh.

What.?! I asked as he stared down at me smiling.

Nun.! He said with a smirk.

Im gonna miss you.! I said bluntly.

Ima miss you too. Ima see you soon don't trip.

I was about to start crying so i put my head down. He lift my chin up before he kissed me slowly. I let my fingers roam his head and it felt so right.

Don't cry stay strong for daddy! He said against my lips which made me bust out laughing.

So corny.! I said laughing.

Yeah yeah yeah you aint complaining. Give me another kiss so i can go.! I stood on my tippy toes and gave him the best kiss ever. Damn baby i said give me a kiss not make me nut.! He said as he pulled away. I giggled and walked towards the driver side of my car. He bit the bottom of his lip and smiled before walking away. I was missing him already.........

ZION P.O.V.

I took my seat on the plane next to Steph.

Im proud of you man! He said slapping me up. For real Kate ass was a bitch you can see the love between you and London!

Thanks man i appreciate it. We had a talk a couple days ago and that shit hit me hard ass hell like what the fuck am i doing she suppose to be the one i marry and all that good shit. Not these substitute ass bitches feel me.

I feel ya!

I logged into my social media accounts me and London's engagement was all over the media. Muthafuckas was throwing mad shots about how i was just engaged to Kate now its London. I wasn't about to deal with this bullshit i logged out and texted London "I love you.!" sonce i forgot to say it beforehand i walked off. "I love you more.!" flashed across my screen making me smile. I felt like a bitch right now all in my feelings an shit but its cool London was really worth it.

I laid across my big bed wishing my baby was here. But my thoughts where interrupted when i heard a loud door slam and stumping up the stairs. My door bussed wide open and there stood a miserable ass Kate.

What the fuck.? I yelled out.

So thats what you do.? Break my heart for some bitch.! You got me fucked up Zion.! Im not breaking off my engagement with you.

I don't know what else to fuckin tell you. I don't love you and i don't wanna be with you. Its over brah get ya shit and get out real talk i dont care where you go for real for real.! I said standing up. She pushed me back crying and hitting me. It took everything in me not to smack her ass. I pushed her off me and started throwing her shit out. It wasn't much but damn sure felt like it.

Ima have my brothers kill you.! She yelled threw her cries. I pulled out my gun and put it to her head. I wanted to blow this bitch brains out. She shut up quick and i pushed her out the door slamming it in her face. You gone regret this Zion.! She screamed. I wasn't worried i stay strapped. Fuck that bitch.