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23 - these are the lies

Nick's POV

I clearly miss Luna a lot since I'm listening to some of her favorite bands. There's this one song that really explains how I feel, it's crazy.

I don't love you, I don't need you.
I don't ever want to see you again.
'Cause girl, I moved on and things are perfect.
I'm okay with us just being friends.

I don't want to be just friends. I'm not even sure if we are friends. She's really confusing and I'm not one to fight for anyone, but Luna is different. She's worth it.

'Cause I don't think about you every single night; I'll be fine without you.
Can sleep tight when I'm not beside you; I'm moving on.
No, I don't cry about you; never seen tears in my eyes about you.
Gonna be fine if I die without you; baby I'm gone.

The best sleep I've ever had was the night I slept next to her. I didn't realize until now that she seemed to fit perfectly in my arms. I wish I could go back to that moment, and enjoy it a little more because it's never going to happen again. She's what I think about when I go to sleep, and when I wake up. She's stuck in my head, I don't know how to get her out.

These are the lies that I tell myself at night.
These are the lies that are keeping me alive.
These are the lies.

I keep lying to myself, and others. I tell everyone that I don't care about Luna, that I don't think about her. But she's all I think about.

I've got a new girl and she's my whole world, And I don't care if you're not sleeping alone.
'Cause life is so good, I'm doing so good.
Don't spend hours sitting here by the phone.

I might have girls all over me, but I don't care. I would rather have Luna than all of them. They don't even care about me, they just like me looks. It's funny how people say they like or love each other when they literally don't know one another. You just like their face, not their personality. I fear that this is the case between Luna and I.

I tell myself that I don't care if she's not alone, that she has someone else in her bed. But this is just another lie I tell myself, because the thought of Zayn with her kills me.

And right at this moment it hits me, that I actually have to make a change. I have to regain her trust, and I know just the way to do it. But I can't do it all alone.

I reach for my phone and click on Shawn's name.

to shawn-
hey, I need your help

from shawn-
with?

to shawn-
Luna

from shawn-
I figured

to shawn-
I have a plan

from shawn-
it took you long enough

Wow another boring chapter. Next chapter will be much better, I promise! Sorry for the wait, I was busy and lazy sO. Comment and vote, it means a lot! Thanks.