Scars

Scars - Chapter 7

Arianas POV

I heard something vibrate, it was my phone and it was a text, from Graham. I wiped my tears and unlocked my phone and read the text. "Wow, I brake up with you and you already go out with someone? You truly are a slut." How did he know? But I wasn't even going out with Jake. "What? I'm not going out with anyone! How did you even know?" He sent me a photo. It was the paparazzis! Why can't I ever get any privacy?

I started to cut again, everyone now thinks I'm a slut. Next morning I was drinking coffee and watching the news when something came up. "Ariana Grande, slutty? Reporters say "ex" boyfriend Graham Phillips brakes up with her from a photo Ariana dressing up slutty in a devastating text, and then goes out with someone else?" I turn off the tv and throw the remote to the wall and step on it.

I ran upstairs to my room and started cut on my other arm. Now everyone turned there backs on me. Then Jake facetimed me and even though my makeup was all messy he still talked to me. "Ariana I'm sorry I just saw the news and I-" I cut him off. "I get it you hate me now you want me to die and you never want to talk to me ever again BYE." I hung up on him. And then I got a text obviously it was from Jake. "That's not what I was going to say. The truth is I didn't know you were with someone nor have just been out of a relationship. I love you for just the way you are. I don't care if you're famous, you're beautiful. If you don't want to see me or hang out anymore I understand."

Wow, he really does care. He makes me fall in love with him. But if I do, ill get hated on. I was outside my house and a lot of paparazzis and news reporters were outside. "Ariana! Ariana! Are you and this guy Jake, in love?!" I took a deep breath and I was shaking so much. I took the microphone away from and said "YES. We're deeply in love and Graham, how does it feel to be the one stabbed in the back now?" I then ran inside.

What did I just do? I hate myself now. I'm such a stupid brat. I kept banging my head on the wall. I got a text again, it was from Jake. "Hey Ariana, I just saw the news, you're umm on it. You said you were in love with me.... Is that true?" I can't tell him it wasn't true, also because it kinda was. "Yes, you're sweet and I hope we can be together 💗 lets meet tomorrow night at the bowling place at 6." I guess I got myself a new boyfriend. I hope Graham is finally happy.

I checked my twitter and I had a bunch of mentions! They all asked "are you trying to get graham jealous? You're such a slutty bitch!" Once I thought about I was. I hated myself more than ever now! I can't deal with this anymore! I grabbed some pills a glass of water and just as I was about to take them someone opened the door and it was..............