I Hate Loving You.

Chapter 16: Yup. Now I Love You Not.

Aidens POV

What the hell did I just do? I just hooked up with Tyler's ex. They dated for four years. How the heck am I going to tell him?! Maybe I won't tell him. Should I tell him?! Do I have to tell him?! Will Mallory tell him?! Will Mallory tell anyone?! I wonder if Tyler will find out. How would Tyler find out?! Will he suspect anything?! Holy crap. I need to tell him. I have not done this much mind boggling since...well... I guess I've never done this much mind boggling. Just to my luck Tyler walks in.

He walks straight to his room. I follow. Nervous. Really nervous. My palms are sweaty and my neck and head is itchy. My legs are starting to shake. I have not been this nervous since my school play in 5th grade. That play didn't go to well...I ended up barfing all over the princess and stage. Lets just say I won't be a character in any other plays...

Tyler's POV

"She never answered. I had her right there on the mall curb and she didn't answer. She wanted me to kiss her. I could tell. But she was drunk. She never answered though. That's the worst part." He sits up on bed looking at me. "You look like you've seen a ghost. Are you okay?" He nods his head no slowly. "What's up?"

"I'm sorry Tyler. She came onto me. I tried stopping her 3 times but she kept pushing. I know it's not fair to her because you will probably always love her. I mean four years. Four years and I-I-I could've gotten her pregnant." What the hell is he talking about?

"Um. Aiden? Do you mind explaining?"

"I HAD SEX WITH YOUR EX GIRLFRIEND!" He practically yells at me. I don't know why or how I found that funny but I burst out laughing! I couldn't stop either. Aiden seemed to ease up a bit and relaxed.

"Dude. It's fine. Do you know how many people she has screwed? Your just one of her victims. I was too one night. Ugh but don't even get me started. You can do it again and I would have the same reaction. I don't care. Your fine. But can you listen to me now? I told Kaitlyn I loved her." He stared at me. He didn't dare speak. He just stared. Mouth hanging down to the floor. "You're going to catch flies. Did I screw up by telling her that? She asked me if I loved her and I said yes. I asked her but the timer went off and she didn't get to answer. I'm lost."

"At least you told her the truth. Text her. Get her answer." He walks put of the room way calmer than he entered. He was right. I texted Kaitlyn asking if she loved me. It took a couple minutes for her to reply. But she did. And I wish I didn't see the answer.

No.

She even added a period. She has to be lying. I saw it in her eyes today. She missed me. She lied to me. And she is going to pay for that. Not bad. But I'm gonna troll her in front of her boyfriend tomorrow at school. Big time.

Why did she lie? I don't know. But there is no way in hell that she is tellig the truth. I can almost picture her crying about something as she typed it. I'll ask her tomorrow what is going on.

Kaitlyns POV

The nurses had us the packet with the baby's father in here. To be honest I am scared out if my mind. I don't know who it could be actually. Mallory is about the biggest slut in our school to be totally honest. She has never been faithful to Tyler. Or anyone for that matter. But Tyler doesn't have the best reputation either.

My phone buzzes and I pull it out staring at the question Tyler asked me.

Do you love me?

Well. I do. I wait before answering as Mallory and I pull out the packet. I cannot believe it. Why didn't I see it coming? I mean the biggest slut with the biggest player. It makes perfect sense. How could I not see this before? I am so stupid for actually believing that he can change. Cause he can't. He never will. And I hate him for that.

I hate him for everything he has done to me. Lead me on. Cussed me out. Broke my heart. Cheat on me in a way. I just hate him. He has caused me so much emotional pain that stomach has been in knots for the past weeks. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't drink. And I can't even cry. Do you ever feel that sorry for yourself? That you any even cry? You just have to sit there and think about all the problems you have in your life and how everything has changed. To think about all the people you thought you knew to just hurt you like that. When I heard Tyler say he was done with Kaitlyn, I believed him. That was the worst part. I should've listened to those stupid sayings. You know the ones that say "Don't fall in love because everything that falls breaks." Or "Never make someone your everything because once you lose them you are left with nothing." Or even the one that says "Don't allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option." I can't say that I am over Tyler. Far from it. I am just saying that I learned why I can't trust anyone.

I really thought he could change. I guess he can't. Well. You can't change someone without destroying who they were. So Tyler still has who he was left in him. I can't handle that anymore. I need to get out of here. My heart is pounding and my chest feels 100 pounds. I need to let it out. So many emotions around me and I know I will burst any minute.

I know what you are thinking. "She is such a cry baby." No I am not. I cry to cool off. Not because I feel sorry for myself or anything. Just to cool myself down so I don't go in their and shove their head up their own ass. There are so many emotions going through me. I cannot take those anymore. I have kept it bottled inside. Everyday for 4 weeks. It's not bad enough for cutting or anything. I wouldn't do that. Ever. I am not that girl. I am very strong ad stable. I can handle only so much though before I actually break down. And right now. I need to.

I grab Mallory's wrist and pull her to the car. The whole ride to her house is silent. "Look at me Kaitlyn. I didn't know I was pregnant and I sure as hell didn't know Tyler was the father." She must of caught the look I have her because she got mad this time. "Do you think I wanted this to happen?! I am pregnant. In high school. I am only 17. Kaitlyn. I'm only 17. Do you know how big of a whore I look? The only way I could look more like a whore is of you put me on the Virgin Islands." I crack a small smile at her attempt of a joke in her outburst. "Kaitlyn. I'm sorry." She sighed. I unlock the doors and give her a quick hug.

"Call me if you need anything." She gets out and walks up to her front porch. I drive straight to Aidens knowing that's exactly where Tyler would be. I scream, I cry, I bang on the steering wheel. I let everything out. Everything. All the emotions I had bottled up. I'm surprised I didn't crash or get pulled over. I walk up to Aidens door and ring the crap out of his doorbell. I look like a wreck. I don't wait for him to open the door. I push it open myself and start on my search for Tyler. "Where is he?!" I yell at Aiden. I look so desperate right now. "Upstairs. Are you okay?" I don't even answer. I have hot years still streaming down my face.

I barge into his room and he quickly stands up. "Are you okay?" I start to smack him and pound on his chest, shoving him. " I hate you!" I scream over and over and over. Finally after I have had enough. I fall to my knees and bawl still. I have not stopped and it's been 2 hours. I scream and cry and do it some more. Tyler sits down on the floor and cradles me in his lap now. I hate him doing this. But I love him doing this. I am too broken down to think right now. I still cry into his chest for about 1 more hour til when I can finally speak.

"Why did you do it Tyler? I told you not to mess with my feelings. You got her pregnant. Mallory is pregnant with your baby. We got the test today. Yeah messing with my feelings does go along with this." I get up and put my hand on the door knob. "Cause in these past weeks, you have given me nothing but crap. Yet I still found myself to be in love with you thinking you could change. But now...you can't change." And I get the hell out of that house before Tyler runs to me. I drive home.

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Hey guys! On the side I posted a link to a lyric video on YouTube that I think goes with Tyler and kaitlyns relationship. It's the new song by Milet Cryus called Wrecking Ball and I kinda love it! Haha okay that's it! I gtg study! Byeeee