I Hate Loving You.

Chapter 11: What's Lost

Kaitlyns POV

After our amazing date, I decided to call Aiden up cause he wanted me to rant. I promised myself if Aiden did anything to me that I would call Tyler. I have just put his number on speed dial. And since they are best friends, Tyler would go all whoop ass. Especially since he said he liked me, which I still refuse to believe since he got right back with Mallory after I turned him down for Austin.

Speaking of Austin...I can officially say we are a couple. And I am loving every minute of it. I mean, I know we only met yesterday and it all happened so fast but I shouldn't have to wait for a guy. If he loves me, he will show it. Not go off with their ex. And Austin, well, I know he won't hurt me. Well I'm trusting he won't.

Back to Aiden. I got to his house pretty quickly after he gave me his address. I knock on the door and he immediately lets me in. I sit down on a chair. He sits on the couch. "Everything from beginning to now. Cause I know it's not over so I can't say end." I sigh knowing he is probably right but I am with Austin. And loving every minute.

I start telling my side of the story. Not leaving anything out. I told him about the scheme with Toby, the way he treated me, the names he called me, the things he did in front of me, the things he did to me, the way he acts towards me, the kiss "mistake", the date thing today, the looks he gives me, the breaking up then getting back together with Mallory, everything. And surprisingly I didn't cry. "He never told me any of that. I'm sorry. Look I know Tyler can be a jerk. He doesn't think most of the time. He gets mad when the person he really likes is with someone else or if they don't like him or something like that. He has had a very hard time since sophomore year. I can't tell you what happened. That is up to him. But just give him a chance." And he walks out of the room.

I don't know what I should do. Should I leave? Or should I wait? This isn't my house so I wasn't expecting him to leave. But he did. And I am here. Alone. In his living room. At his house. I decide to wait about 5 minutes before getting ready to leave. He walks out just as I reach the door. He gives me a strange look. "I was just leaving. Sorry." He gives me another quizical look. "I didn't know whether I should wait or stay because you just left me here in your own house. So I was kinda confused. But I am leaving. So talk to you soon and goodbye!" I say walking out the door.

Tyler's POV

As soon as Aiden comes back in, he tells me everything she said. And I am trying to take it all in. Well. Now I know why she won't talk to me. Or even look at me. I am disgusted with myself. But that doesn't mean I am going to stop being a jerk. She is fighting back. And that makes me wanna fight more. So I am. And I will keep at it until I get what I want. I know I sound harsh. But it's hard for me. Aiden was right when he said I get jealous over things like her dating another guy or liking someone else. So I take it as a challenge. And she seems to pay attention more when I fight with her.

So I have figured it all out. And I hate myself. I guess I should. And sadly I hate Aiden for being right, I hate Austin because they are together, I hate Mallory because she...well...I just hate her. And then I hate myself for being a jerk and getting myself this deep. Because I can only dig a hole so deep until I won't be able to climb back up. I guess that's how I work though. And no. I am not a player. And no I am not a man slut. But sometimes in order to get people to care more, you gotta care less. And that is what I am trying to do. So right now, I don't care much how I hurt her. As long as she starts to care more about what I do.

I run out of the house right where she is gettin in her car. I get really close to her face and she tenses up. "Don't act like you don't love me." She pushes me away in disgust. "Once again, it's not acting. And quit being so cocky." She starts to get in the car but I close the door. "You can't hide your feelings forever." She gives me a look before slapping me. "Ah. I see. You can't stop touching me." "Aiden!" Yeah he isn't gonna stop me. Might as well tell her. "I was in his room the whole time you poured your heart out. I know you love me. You can't hide it. And your blushing now which only gives me more proof." She slaps me one more time before getting in her car and I let her go.

"Kaitlyn?" Aiden yells. "Dude why did you come out here when she called?" "Um. Because she called. So I came. Kinda how that works." I get mad knowing he comes when she needs him. I mean I would probably do the same but he just met her. Today. Almost 3 hors ago. I have known her for like 2 weeks. Okay so we are still getting to know each other but... "You met her today. Why did you come?" He tenses up now. "Because. When someone pours their heart out saying that my best friend hurts her on a daily basis only because he loves her, you kinda feel bad. Plus we are friends. She didn't even cry when she told me this time. I think she is finally over you. So get over her. And not with another girl. By yourself. You don't want to be a player anymore than you already are." And he stalks inside.

Great. Make that 4 enemies. Now even my best friend hates me. I swear I have no one left. No where to go. I'm alone. Again. So I stalk off to my car and drive back. I am surprised to see Kaitlyns car parked there. As soon as I pull in, she gets out of her car and heads straight towards me. Her lips land on mine and we start to kiss. Before 30 seconds she pulls away and smirks. "Tyler, you said when you kissed me earlier today that is what I was missing. Well now I am showing you what you lost. I'm not missing anything. And you need to get over that." Then she gets back in her car and speeds off.

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A/N

Sorry it's short. But I really wanted to finish this. I loveeee this story! Haha okay so keep reading! More really soon!!