Loving a Winchester

Chapter 19

*Ravens P.O.V.*

* 7 Months Later*

Dean has been distancing himself from me for the past couple of months. Sam and him both have been acting really weird since I've woken up. I still cant find out what they are not telling me. They have also got into this habit where they don't let me go on certain hunts. When they are here Dean always goes to the bar and Sam is always in on his laptop researching god knows what.

So tonight I decided to have a drink myself, I needed some time to think. Luckily I chose the bar that Dean was not at... or at least I thought. When I walked in I saw Dean flirting with the bartender. I know that's just a normal thing he does and it normally does not bother me because I know he'll always be mine, but this time it hurts a lot for some reason.  I made a decision to not make myself known to Dean and just sit back in the bar and watch.

2 hours later Dean was leaving with that waitress, you have got to be kidding me. That was it for me, I'm done. I got up to leave when I heard someone call my name, "Raven sweetheart." not my dad...

I could hardly see where he was standing "What do you want? I'm not in the mood to talk to you right now."

"I can see that. Your drunk, lets go home." My dad is such a pain

The car ride back to the motel was quiet. I was very lost in thought and my dad never better then to talk to me when I was in a bad/drunk mood. "We're here."

"Thanks Dad."

"Hey Raven. Where have you been?" Sam asked as soon as I walked in.

"I've been out drowning my sorrow and worries."

He gave a questioning look "What's wrong? Are you drunk?"

I gave him the biggest bitchface I could "Maybe. So tell me something, what exactly are you and Dean hiding from me? Don't play it of either. You and Dean have been keeping something from me since the beginning."

'Why do you think that?"

Does he think I'm stupid or something.. I do not fell like explaining it to him  "For starters I caught Dean leaving with a bartender at the bar, why would he do that if not trying to push me away....? Second you have been focused on anything but that damn computer. What are you hiding from me?"

'Its not my place to tell you Raven. But I can tell you I was looking up how to get someone out of a crossroads deal."

"Wait what!" that was not what I was expecting

  Sam did not look to pleased with me "Dean will have to explain the rest to you later."

"Dean wont be back till sometime tomorrow. So tell me now Sam!" I'm just getting pissed now.

Sam looked at me defeated "Long story short. You got captured by the wendigo, lost a lot of blood, Dean could not live without you and he sold his soul to bring you back."

"Are you serious! How long does he have?"

"At the moment... 5 months. He did have a year. He was planning on telling you, just when there was no time left, that way you did not have time to try and fix it." explained Sam

"That does not seem to be working well. Have you found anything?"

"No. I've been looking for month. But I found plenty of cases we could go on."

My eyes were starting to get heavy "I'm going to bed. I have a headache and don't feel well. I'll help you look in the morning."

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